Divergent: no war

Chapter 18

Chapter 18:

TRIS POV:

Tobias and I sit on the couch. Me curled up in his lap while he plays with my hair.

"Do you want to talk now?" Tobias asks.

"Ya sure." I say. "Can I ask a few questions first?"

"Um sure."

"When do you want to get married?" I ask first.

"Whenever you want to is fine. Maybe in December." He states.

"Okay and have you ever thought about having kids?" I ask trying to not make it seem like we are for sure.

"I've never really thought about it why? Do you?" He questions me.

"W-well I just have to tell you..." I say but stop because I'm so nervous.

"Hey Tris you can tell me anything you know." He says really concerned.

"Tobias I'm...I'm pregnant." I spit out.

I can see the gears in his head as he processes this. He's staring straight ahead and his hand has stopped playing with my hair.

"Tobias?" I ask. "Tobias, please say something."

"Tris. Are you okay?" He asks quietly because I'm hyperventilating.

"Ya I'm fine I just didn't know how you would react." I say tears slipping, out of my eyes. "I thought you might leave me." I say mostly to myself.

"Tris I would never leave you. I'm just shocked. I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you." He says.

"I love you too but what do you think about this?" I ask.

"I don't know. Do you want to keep he or she?" He question.

"Of course I do...I just don't know what you want."

"Tris I love you and I will love this baby, okay?" He calms me. He places his hand over my stomach.

"Alright."

With that we both go to bed him wrapping his arms around me, both hands lying on my stomach.