Courage, Dear Heart (Liskook ff)

(84) Back As One

LISA's POV

"Jungkook, Lisa, we're here!" we heard Jennie's voice from the outside.

We both stared at the door, seeming to expect it to burst open at any second. We were tense and I was more frightened that he'd ever seen me.

"Oh come on, why are they here?" he groaned as he paused from kissing me, but his hands were still in my bare back.

Whenever Jungkook and I were in the middle of something, there were always interruptions. For the very first time, I got annoyed with my friend's voices.

"You sure, they're here?" Rose asked as we heard the movement of a doorknob.

"Yes. She told me." Taehyung answered.

I wish I could take back my words to Taehyung a while ago when I followed Jungkook here at his unit. I should never told him to pick our friends and went back here.

"Let's just go back tomorrow. I think they went out somewhere" Jisoo said.

"Okay" then, just a few seconds, we heard no more murmurs.

"Fucking stupid, Lisa. I told them to be here" I cussed unintentionally. Jungkook surprisingly looked at me.

"Oh, my bad. Sorry Mom, sorry Dad.." I chuckled as I gave an apology to my parents who taught me not to swear.

As we were both still kneeling in bed, I settled myself closer to him. This is it! I'm ready to finish what I've started tonight with Jungkook.

"I'm ready" I sincerely said, my doll eyes connecting with him.

He smiled at me then released a breath I didn't see he was holding and fell back onto the bed. He draped an arm over his eyes, frustrated or trying so hard to resist or maybe both.

"I can't Lisa. Not like this"

"It's okay Jungkook. I'm not gonna stop you now" I laid down beside him, cuddling onto his free shoulder. He shook his head.

"I want to let all your walls down to me. I'm dying to do that. But I can't now" he looked over to me.

"I'm sorry" he added.

"It's okay" but I couldn't hide my disappointment. It was my first time to make a move to him but I felt like I was being rejected.

"Remember when your father and I talked?" changing the topic, he turned to face me.

"Yes. What about that?" I asked, my eyes not looking at him.

"He told me to promise him that I'll reserve this moment for the right time. Him, being a good father to you, he really pleaded at me that time" he brought up.

"Did he actually do that?" I couldn't believe what Jungkook have said.

"Yes Lisa. I think you know by now I can't help it. It so hard to resist you but I just can't break my promise to your father. I love you but I also respect your parents so much" he explained as he brushed his thumb on my lower lip.

I don't know why but my tears began to flow at this moment.

"Why are you crying? Please darling, stop. I hate it when I see you crying" his hands touched my face, wiping all my tears away.