Saix X Reader (When could we feel.....?)

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You've been in organization 13 for quite some time now and though you have purpose you can't help but feel like something is amiss.

When you first joined; like everyone else, you were blank, absolutely emotionless. Over time you improved but you still had a tendency to look blank and act as such. However, one certain bluenette caught your eye and you've never left his side since.

(Y/n) POV

I was standing at the balcony looking at the heart shaped moon called Kingdom hearts.
"Why does everyone around me seem to have, i don't know, more personality than I?" I whispered aloud as I gazed at the beautiful sight before me.
I looked at my gloved hand and held it out in front of me; summoning my (W/c) and inspecting it closely.

"What is wrong with me" I asked myself, a bit angrily. I dismissed my weapon and looked down as I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists "why is it only me who still shows no reflection of my former self" I said through my gritted teeth. I suddenly felt something wash over me;like an ocean putting out a fire and in turn, changes my anger to sadness as I felt water filling my eyes. I moved my hand up to my face to touch my eyelid and felt as a single tear fell down my face. "S-since when could we f-feel anything?" I questioned aloud,my voice cracking and shaking a bit, but still quiet nonetheless.

I rested my hands on the balcony and looked to kingdom hearts "Saix? What is this feeling" I asked as if he were there.

"That's a mix of fear and sadness as well as jealousy" a voice said from behind me.

I turned around to see him standing around the corner, watching me with his arms crossed.

"Saix? Wh-what are y-you doing here?" I questioned as I desperately tried to dry the tears in my eyes.

"I came here for the same reason as you, to gaze at the beauty that is Kingdom hearts" he said as he walked next to you and looked to the moon.

"Y-yes it's quite magnificent, isn't  it?" I said as I also looked up to see the giant heart in the sky.

Said coughed and covered his mouth as he mumbled something.

"What was that agian?" I asked as I looked at him. I could have sworn I saw something called "blush".

Saix POV

"But I believe you are even more magnificent" I mumbled as i covered my mouth and looked away.

"What was that agian?" She asked me.

I put my hand down as I cleared my throat.
"I-i said I believe you are even more magnificent than the moon" I stuttered out as she looked at me slightly shocked and confused.

She put her hand to my forehead and look at me skeptically "are you sick saix? Your face is red and what you just said isn't like you".

"God's, this is harder than I thought it would be...." I thought as I remembered what xigbar had told me earlier today.

~flash back 😱~

"So you wanna tell (Y/n) you think you got feelings for her eh?" Xigbar asked to make sure he had things straight.

"Yes, however I don't have much information on confessions and love" I confirmed, hoping Xigbar had some info.

"Well, she likes to go out to the balcony at night and gaze out at the moon. I think she gets it from you Mr. lunar diviner. He said pointing at me.

"Well, what do I do with this info you've given me?" I asked, a bit afraid.

"Well, say she's really pretty and confess, if she starts to act weird or something, kiss her" he said waving his hand around nonchalantly.

I rested my chin upon my hand and thought about it. "Alright, but as much as I try to understand this stuff, I still think of it as illogical" I waved to him as I walked off.

"Hey! Remember if she kisses back that means she likes you!" Xigbar yelled at me as I continued to walk away.

~end of flash back~

Here I was looking at this girl longingly as I took her chin into my hand and directed her attention to me.

"(Y-Y/n), I have this feeling when your around me that drives me insane. It feels as though I can't seem to concentrate or become flustered easily and I don't think I can hide it any longer" I moved closer to her, noticing a deep blush on her face.

"S-saix...." She said; her voice driving me to the limit of how much longer I could wait.

I closed the distance between our lips as we touched in absolute bliss. He lips were soft as they moved agianst mine and tasted of....(F/s Favorite sweet). I was in a crazed Manor of thinking as I lifted her to sit on the balcony edge, my arms around her waist as she snaked her arms around my neck pulling me close. I traced my tounge upon her bottom lip as I heard a small sound come from the girl I held in my arms. She opened a bit reluctantly as I moved in to explore her mouth with my tounge. We both blushed more at this foreign and pleasant feeling. Felt her hand move up to my head and she gripped my hair causing a small groan to escape my lips at her touch. I could tell that made her a bit more embarrassed, as her face felt warmer than before.

When we realized we needed to breathe we pulled away and panted roughly. "(Y-Y/n) *pant* even though he have no hearts *pant* I think mine would belong to you".

I held her close and tightly as I heard her say "you quiet literally took the words right out of my mouth" I backed away blushing, when I noticed that she giggled and smiled for the first time, and I was the first to see it.

"Y-you s-smiled..." I said.

She looked at me and hugged me again

"I did smile. Because of you....my love".

Gm: I'm okay with this.... though I think I took the kiss scene a bit too far *nose bleeds*

Roxas: your format looked good though! At least that's what I think.

Axel: yea, looking good G

Xion:G?

Gm: nickname for a nickname. I don't got a prob with it so....

Xion:ahh got it!

Gm: Comment!

Roxas&Xion: Vote!!

All: Request!!!

Gm: all together now!

All: until next time my gamer gals and guys....

Ciao🎶








Xion:why'd you have all join in?

Gm:I feel really good right now 👍

Roxas:yay!

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