Kingdom hearts X Reader Oneshots

Chibi Saix

Warning: this chapter contains mention of self harm and depression.

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I decided to pick up the chibi Saix. I mean, he's cold and very cynical but when you get close to him he can be a warm person. I walked over to the bluenette and saw he was looking at his weapon very intently, so I decided to poke his tiny cheek. "Hi Saix, aren't you just adorable like this". He looked at me for a moment and then turned away blushing. "Awwww little Saix is shy~" I said cutely. "And who exactly is this 'little saix'?" Said a voice from behind me. I turned around to see that saix was staring at me with a Stern look on his face....god...that's face is se- wait don't think like that!!! "U-um h-hey saix, um well axel and I f-found these little guys behind one of the doors Gm keeps locked" I said, trying to avoid the question. "Facinating...so there is a version of everyone, is there?" He said while examining the tiny people. "U-um y-yeah, well except for me though...seems kind of weird though....I mean look at Sora and Kairi" I pointed to the two Chibis "they seem very close which can also be reflected by our versions of them.....". Saix looked at me then looked at the chibis, he pointed to the chibi Gm "Gm is here but where is Roxas? She seems pretty lonely without him" he asked me. "Um well, our Gm picked up chibi Roxas and he kissed her on the lips so she ran off with him. Could these chibis reflect the hearts of those that are copied from our world?" I stood up from my crouched position and and stood next to saix. He looked to his chibi self and then said "but that doesn't explain why there are chibis of everyone but you....". I looked down as my hair covered my eyes "I may know the answer to that....". Saix looked at me in suprise and opened his mouth to say something, only to close it again.  That's when I took there being no chibi me to heart. "Perhaps....it's because I'm not supposed to exist In your lives...maybe I should just..." Memories of a dark past of pain and sadness washed over me, it felt as if everything I had tried to forget had come back to haunt me. Tears welled up in my eyes as I unconsciously held arms to my chest. "(Y/n)....." Saix said sadly. He then pulled me into a hug where I felt safe.

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Ever since I was 12, I've had depression issues. This led me to do somethings...I'd rather not remember. Saix was there for me,he found me sitting on my bathroom floor covered in cuts from a small razor blade I kept under my sink. He used a potion to heal my wounds; at first, I thought he would leave me like everyone else in my life did, but he kept tabs on me and made me happy. Out of everyone, he is still the only person who knew of my.... issues.

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Here I was, thinking agian that I didn't belong here while being comforted by saix in his warm and loving hug. That's when he placed his fingers underneath my chin and tilted my face upward "(Y/n)... I've been meaning to tell you this for a long time now...ever since I met you, I've always felt this way about you that I can't explain. When I saw you on the floor that day; covered in your own self hate, I felt helpless, like i could have saved you from that fate and ever since then ive always thought of what I would do if i lost you to the war inside your heart, now I can finally say, I love you, more than there are stars in the sky. Before you could react his lips covered yours. He wasn't very rough, he was careful, perhaps he felt as if treated to roughly, you'd break. After a few seconds you began to kiss back passionately, your lips and his fit yours perfectly as they moved in sync. He pulled away panting, that's when you said "I think the war is over...now I'm with you". Saix looked at you as you smiled and tilted your chin up so he could kiss you again.

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You came to give your best wishes, but instead, had yours answered

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