I ran down the hall to her room, I barley ever left there. I hated leaving, but I had to eat when I could. I got into her room that was decorated with get well balloons and all sorts of stuff. She was asleep hugging her stuffed animal I had got her. "If only I was there, she wouldn't be in this mess." I told myself over and over again ad I punched the wall. I regained my stance and sat in the same spot as I did every day, the chair beside her bed. I gripped her hand squeezing it a little putting my face against the bed. I let a few tears fall as memories of what had happened went through my head. Flashback
"Y/n what happened to you?!" I asked her as she laid on the ground covered in blood. She was bleeding fast, and losing too much blood. "This is all my fault." I looked at her crying, pulling her close to me. "This is not your fault Bardock, just remember that." She told me putting a hand on my cheek. "I promise I'll never leave your side, even If it means till the day I die. I wouldn't be able to stand losing you." Flashback over
After that she went into a coma. She hadn't woken up since and she's been on life support the entire time. I heard the door open to see raditz walking in with a small smile. "Hey dad, how are you guys holding up?" He asked walking over to the other side of her and petting her head. "Don't. Touch. Her." I told him sternly and I showed my teeth. He raised his hands in defense. "You weren't like this when she was alive, and you certainly weren't like this when mom died what's up?" I lowered my growl and gripped her hand tightly, playing with strips of her hair. "I just can't lose her, she's really important to me." I said trying to fight back tears, which I had lost to. "We need to talk though." He said getting serious. "What for?" I asked him and he took the other chair that was across from me. "You need to let her go." I looked at him like he was crazy. "What.. why would I ever let her go, I promised her I'd never leave her side." Raditz rubbed his head like he was stressed. "Dad I know you love her but it's time to pull the plug. I'm tired of seeing you suffer and have you looked yourself in the mirror here lately? You literally have dark bags under your eyes from sitting here everyday, you haven't been home in almost a year. I think it's her time to go.." I cried and I stood up from my seat. "Dad do this for her, for yourself." Raditz begged as I looked down at her and put a hand on her cheek. I rubbed her cheek bone with my thumb as tears fell. "I can't live without her..." I told him and he stood up. "God dad! Get over it she's been gone for almost a year, just get over it and move on, she's never coming back." Raditz yelled as I collapsed back into my chair. I put my hands over my face crying as he walked out of the room. It was a while before he walked in with the doctor. "Mr. Bardock please leave the room, we have to do this with no one in the room." He stated with raditz dragging me out. "No I want to at least say goodbye!" I screamed kicking and lashing about. I finally broke raditz grip and ran up to her pushing the doctor out of the way. "I love you so much y/n, I promise I'll see you soon." I told her giving her one last kiss. I sobbed as raditz threw me over hid shoulder and walked away from her. I had cried so much that I passed out and raditz was glad about it. When I woke up I was in my bed, I looked around seeing all of her stuff. I just laid back down, if she isn't here then what's the sense of doing anything. Raditz trailed his way to my bed as he towered over me, looking down. "Come on dad, let's go do something fun today and get you out." I just rolled my eyes and rolled over in bed and hugged the pillow that still smelled like her. I pushed my face in it silently crying and smelling it. She always had a nice scent to her, I loved it. "Dad we're planning on moving out her stuff, so you'll have to leave later." My eyes widened with anger and I rolled back around Still clung to the pillow and looked up at him. "What?!" I wanted to kill him he can't do that. "Me and kakarot decided on it." I took one hand and grabbed his throat with it. "First you make her die so I swear of you move any of her stuff out of place I will gut you and your brother." He just nodded and I let go as he gasped and caught his breath. He ran out of the room as I got up out of bed and walked over to her old jewelry box. "Oh how I miss you wearing all of these. I remember every single one I bought at the way your face lit up to me showing you them." I spoke aloud looking through until I got to the ring. "You were always afraid of losing this one, I remember the I proposed. You had the most beautiful smile ever and you actually said yes to me.." I cried at remembering every thought and everything I had done with her. I looked around the room at the rest of her stuff and my eyes landed on the photo album. I walked over to it and picked it up. I then saw the picture of when we were on our first date. It was a year after my ex-wife died. She always wore her beautiful smile, I remembered feeling happy with her. Fights barley happened and I love it, I loved her. I then flipped to the picture that I had took about a year after we were together. It was her in the (favorite color) dress she loved to wear on our dates. I would sit up at night and let her brush my hair and we would just talk. I closed the album and took it with me back to bed. I put it on her pillow and I rolled over to fall asleep.
I awoken the next morning to raditz yelling at me to wake up. "Why should I get up." I asked/told him and he looked down. "Today's her funeral, come on wear her favorite outfit that you wore for her." He told me and I got up and grabbed my white button up shirt that had a collar and my black pants and black tie. I wore this on every date we had and she told she loved this outfit on our date nights. I put it on and walked out the door with the album, and grabbing something extra for the funeral. We went to the place as they had open casket for her. She looked just like she did in the hospital, except no machine to keep her alive. I cried and collapsed as both of my sons tried to help. "Dad after this we'll take you out to meet a nice woman." Kakorot said and I looked up at him and slapped him. "You could never replace her." I screamed as I got up and they pushed me into a chair and held me down there until the ceremony. "Would anyone like to come up and say anything?" Raditz and Kakorot let go and let me go up. I looked at everyone who looked at me and I turned around and put the album in her arms. I walked back Over to the microphone and started talking. "She was a great woman, better than anyone I had ever met. There are no words to explain how much I loved h-her." I stuttered out and started to cry. I then softly sung out. "You are my sunshine... my only sunshine.. you make me happy when the skies are grey. You'll never know dear, how much I love you... please don't take my sunshine away.." I finished singing as I pulled a gun out and shot myself.
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