Amber Is The Color Of Your Energy

New Me

Okay so I haven't really wrote down my feelings in this book since I feel that I've improved and I think is about time to do that. I'm also probably going to end this book and create a new " diary " because every time I see this one I just get reminded of the bad place I was in. So this is the new me. Enjoy.

So I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone more. I've been talking to a ton of new people that I never would have talked to. I've made so many new friends this year ( hmu w your snap if u wanna be one of them ) that I love so so much.

I've found someone that I really like and I'm going to try to talk to him one day.

I've been feeling a lot better mentally as well. My social anxiety isn't half as bad as it used to be. I can talk to people and make random comments to strangers without having a breakdown. I can even go into the mall and walk around looking at clothes without feeling like everyone is judging me.

I've been wearing a lot of new clothes and trying to step out of wearing only band Merch ( rip @ emo me shes dead ). All in all my confidence has boosted a lot compared to last year. I'm still insecure about some things but I feel so much better.

I hope one day all of you can also feel good without the fear of someone judging you. I love you all.

Goodbye for now my loves x