Amber Is The Color Of Your Energy

Orientation

Okay I'm freaking the fuck out. I have orientation at my school tomorrow from 8am-12pm and I'm so fucking nervous.

I feel like I'm gonna cry and puke and have an anxiety attack all at the same time.

I have no clue what I'm supposed to do or bring or even where to go first.

I really need some anxiety medication but I have absolutely nothing because my mom doesn't believe me and won't get me any.

Anyways right now I have a horrible headache and I'm just really stressing over this.

I really don't want to go but at the same time I have to or else I will have no clue what to do on Monday.

I need something to look forward to tomorrow so I asked my two friends is they were free but they're busy.

I'm not ready to go back to school, especially one that I don't know my way around.

But I'm probably gonna cry and worry myself to sleep tonight, bye