Ed Edd n Eddy [Edd x Reader]

Wait.. This isn't a Dream?

As tomorrow comes with a vengeance, I realized I hardly got any sleep. I stayed up for most of the night creating "I'm sorry" gifts, all were failures. Nothing could compare to what I had did. My heart has a crushing sensation of guilt weighing down on it. I didn't know what to do. None of these gifts were good enough.

I decided to walk down to (Y/N)'s house, the whole way there my body would not stop trembling. It felt as heavy as my eyelids. I was excruciatingly tired, though I still felt so nervous and ashamed. When I got there, my heart would not stop beating rapidly. I closed my eyes, and took a deep breath. With my eyes still closed, I wind up to knock on the door. I brought my fist down, and as soon as I did the door swung open. "Hi Double D--" My hand was cushioned by a soft and bouncy force. I quickly opened my eyes and seen that I was groping her boob. I squished.

"This has to be a dream." I say allowed. "I fell asleep while creating an apologetic gift." I laughed.

"D-Double D, y-you're not asleep." (Y/N) said. "Come in." She said.

She guided me  into the house. "I'm going to take you to my room so you can get some rest." She held my hand all the way up the stairs, making sure I wouldn't tumble over or down the stairs. I laughed a little. "What?"

"I'm definitely dreaming." I said again. I looked at her. She looked so beautiful. She was wearing a black skirt which stopped at her middle thigh, and underneath are black tights. Her upper body had a white sweater, tucked underneath it. The sweater made her breasts look very substantial.

"You're starting to sound intoxicated. You must really be exhausted." She said with caring intentions.

"That's exactly what you'd say if this were a dream." I laughed. 

I grabbed her shoulders and looked her directly into her eyes. "Listen, since this is a dream, I am way better at articulating my feelings." I looked down and ashamed, my voice staring to pick up speed gradually, yet quickly. "I'm sorry, I really am. My behavior the other day was inexcusable, I shouldn't have searched throughout your house. I do not deserve to be with friends with such a beautiful and elegant creature." Tell her. "Y-You're just the most breathtaking, jaw-dropping girl I have ever seen." Tell her. "E-E-Every time, I see you I-I just..." Tell her. "I mean, y-you're just so.." TELL HER NOW. "I-I-I think I'm in l-l-love--" I bit my tongue and raised my face to her. My face must have looked so red, and I felt my eyes well up with tears. 

Her face looked concerned and sad. "Edd.. Its going to be oka--" I accidentally cut her off, and wrapped my arms around her. The force of my body colliding onto hers, caused us to topple onto the bed. Like usual, I was on top, my legs in between hers. When I was done hugging her, I used my upper body strength to push myself up slightly. I just looked at her. She is so beautiful and caring. Her eyes glistened in the dimly lit room, and even though the room was poorly lit, she was radiating. "D-Double D?" Her voice rang out to me, but her beauty enticed  me. Her body being against and so close to mine was ever so titillating. I leaned slightly onto her, our faces slowly meeting. Our slow chicken pecks, increased in quality and intensity, each kiss taking longer and longer. I managed to slowly slip my tongue inside of her mouth. Her kisses tasted like strawberries and cream, so sweet and innocent; I thirsted for more. I wanted to explore more and more of her. She wrapped her arms around me, which I took as her accepting what I am doing, though I wasn't sure. While still kissing, every break we took I tried to ask if what I was doing was okay. "Is....this....really.....okay...?" I said gasping for air. 

"Y-Yes. It's f-fine." Her voice was very airy and disheartened. She sounded very scared. 

It didn't seem like it was fine. My head dropped. "No, this is not okay." I say. "I don't want you to feel as though your safety is at risk when you are with me." I got up. "I'm really sorry, maybe I should go." I say while walking to the door. 

She quickly grabs my hand and pulls me in for a hug. "I don't feel at risk for anything when I am with you." I look down at her, and she looks up at me. We both smile a little. "It's just things are moving a little fast, and that's what scares me." He looks away and blushes. "I've never really had someone who cares about me." 

I grab her face and force her to look at me. "I care about you. I really care about you. I just don't know how to express it." I say. 

She invites me to stay, and to sleep in her bed until my mind clears up and I gladly oblige with a big smile on my face. I lay down and quickly fall asleep.