Joker imagines...

He turned away

💜🃏imagine you was jokers girl for years till he comes back home with Harley💜🃏
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Y/N POV
Twirling around in the mirror like the child I was I laughed at my new look loving the dress I had bought with Jerome my old buddie.

I happily walked downstairs to the living room sitting on the couch as I turned on the television flicking through till I landed on one of my favourite movies. Ladies and the tramp.
I smiled wishing j was here with me now as we cuddled each other like we always did but lately after he's last visit to arkum he doesn't cuddle no more he never kisses me the same or never says I love you. Maybe I was just being parodied maybe he's having a ruff time at work at the moment? The door opened and I jumped up glad to see jack who's hair was slightly messy and he's shirt nearly ripped off he's chest this was nothing new because he was always in fights but what did caught my eye was something new. He had red smudged lipstick on he's neck I smile faded slightly as he noticed me he brushed he's hair back quickly coughing a little.
Joker:it wasn't meant to come out like this...
Y/n: what wasn't is everything ok?
Jack looked at me smapthatic before growing smashing he's hand in the wall making me slightly jump at he's sudden outburst, I walked over to him placing my small hand on he's face tracing it down to try and carm him down to witch he looked at me and my new dress before smiling weakly as he held my hand in he's.
Joker:you look beautiful...
Y/N:what's going on I'm scared?
Joker:it was never you doll it was me my head turned away I'm sorry.
As he said that a beautiful young women walked in the same age as me and I recognised her she was that doctor from arkum who had completely lost it she looked at me like dirt before walking over to jack I removed the hat from my head before making jack let go of my hand and when I did he sorta looked saddened.
Harley:basically cupcake your a third wheel!
Joker:shut up Harley!
Haley:sorry daddy j.
She smirked over at me laughing when she said that pet name I noticed joker was sharper with her than he was with me he was always so kind to me but what did I do?
Y/N:what did I do?
Joker:nothing you was perfect more than perfect but something changed...
A few tears dropped but my heart was wearing so bad I could feel it drowning inside I wiped my tears away quickly before giving the weakest smile I had ever given before nodding slowly I walked over to jack who was looking at me with actually glossy red eyes it was weird I never did see him cry. I placed my hand on he's cheek before kissing he's lips softly before looking at him.
Y/N:your head turned away but your heart stayed with me but I forgive you because I love you and I always will I hope she's worth it because no one could love you like I love you she's an obsession there's difference.
I turned over to Harley who still looked at me like dirt I smiled at her before handing her a single white rose that jack once bought for me before saying my last words.
Y/n: good luck Harley remember he doesn't like sugar in he's coffee and he sleeps the right side of the bed and he loves a scalp massage before you go sleep and when you do before he drifts off whisper in he's ear sweet dreams before kissing him that's my advice.
She looked stunned and jack had now turned he's head away but when I looked down he's. Geeks was stained with tears I looked at him one more time before making my way out obviously witch wasn't my home anymore I had to move on witch I should never I hated the thought of her taking my place but he wasn't happy with me I was never crazy or wild I was a quite shy girl who waited for him to come back but like I said he's head turned away but he's heart stayed.