A Good Girl Gone Biker Bad | SOA // Jax Teller Fanfiction

Eight • Filip 'Chibs' Telford

"Does Tara know about the email?" Jax asks before sighing and running his hand through his hair. I tuck a loose strand of hair, biting my lip slightly, I nod slowly. "I needed to make sure that the information I received was correct. I didn't want to give out false information, especially not to you" I bite my inner cheek before looking away.

"I heard she was planning on taking Thomas with her. She wants to get out of Charming, says that Thomas would be a lot safer with her" My heart breaks hearing this, why would she do this?! I look back up at Jax and can see pain and anger in his eyes. "I'm sorry Jax. I didn't mean to upset you -" I was about to continue saying what I was going to say but I'm embraced in a hug by him.

"Hey, don't apologise darling" He strokes my hair gently before kissing my forehead. This is definitely messing with my feelings now, I really want to help him out but I don't want my feelings to get the best of me especially since I could end up being Opie's, old lady. The life of falling for two men that could end up tearing me apart I sigh and pull myself away from Jax, giving him a small smile. "It's going to be a long night here, could you look after the boys tonight if Wendy isn't able to?" Looks like I'm being the babysitter for today and tomorrow..who knows what I'll be.

"Sure that's fine" I'm curious to what they will be doing but I don't bother to ask any questions. I may not get an answer, it's not like I'm an old lady to anyone even then, I doubt I will hear everything that goes on anyways. I give him one more smile before walking away towards my car, which even then I'm approached by the other one, meaning Opie. "Is everything okay? I saw Jax hug you, just wanted to check on you" I try and think of an answer before realising a hint of jealously in his eyes slightly. I look away before I smile and give him an answer. 

"Yeah. Everything is fine, I was just taking the boys off of his hands later if Wendy isn't able to, that's all." Opie smiles and what he does next, was something I wasn't expecting at all and I don't think anyone else was either. He cups my face in his hands, "I don't know why I waited this long but Charlie I want you to be my old lady" I wasn't able to reply or say anything before our lips connect and I receive a passionate kiss from Opie.

When we break the kiss, I feel the heat build-up in my cheeks and I look at Jax quickly, to see him look away from me as soon as our eyes meet. I turn my gaze back to Opie, who is rubbing the back of his neck, "I didn't put you off, did I? It's just I've been feeling this way about you for a while -" I cut him off with a smile before saying anything. "No, you didn't put me off. It's just I wasn't expecting it but not in a bad way. Shall we talk about it more later?" I say.

"If you don't want to be with me, I can hold back" I feel bad now but I want this, It hurts to know that even Opie disagrees with me joining the club. I just hope I can change his mind about it but yet again, I don't think that will work though, just like Jax he's always set with his answer and never changes it. "Oh no, I didn't mean it like that. I would love to be your girlfriend, It's just I've got to get back and finish some things off" Now I feel bad for my answer.

Ugh, Charlie just kiss him already!  Now I don't normally follow what my conscience says but I really do feel awful, I feel like everyone is staring back at us like it's some sort of show. I was about to say something but I stop myself. Opie goes to say something but instead of letting him speak, I cut him off by kissing him. She finally does it!  Now, this can either go one of 2 ways, he'll either be totally fine with it or he could end up turning around and completely hating it.

"I'll see you later" I say to break the awkward silence and the tension from the audience that has gathered around to watch the whole thing take place. Which then, cheers fill the air as the club cheer for Opie, we both smile before I walk away and climb into the car. Opie comes around the side and sticks his head in through the window, "Seems like you made your mind up. Quicker than I expected" I laugh before nodding. "Yeah well, I could keep you waiting any longer than I already did" We both laugh, "I did say that I was willing to wait"I look down at the steering wheel whilst smiling.