5 Seconds Of Summer Prefrences

You self-harm Part 2

Luke- You woke up to all of the boys looking really worried and Luke was crying. You sat up and you looked over at your arm, it was wrapped up. “(Y/N) we were so worried about you, please never do that again.” he hugged you and Luke ran out of the room and slammed the door next door. You walked to the door and knocked, “Luke, can I come in?” The door slowly opened and you saw an upset Luke wiping his tears. You sat on the bed with Luke, “Luke what’s wrong?” he took your hands in his; “this is my fault you did this, if I only listened to you and let you explain what happened…” he started crying harder. You wiped his tears, “Luke don’t worry about it, and it’s not your fault okay? I just can’t do anything without you,” you mumbled the last part. “Neither can I, so will you please take me back?” you looked into his blue eyes and said, “under one condition?” “Anything.” “Trust me from now on?” “Of course.” “Then yes, I will,” you whispered and kissed him.

Ashton- It’s been a week since your dad raped you, and this weekend it was Ashton’s turn to do the washing. You offered to do it like seven times in the past three minutes. But he kept refusing. You were stressing about it all day until he did it. Ashton went down to do the washing and you lay in your bed. “(Y/N)?” “Fuck,” you cursed to yourself. You walked downstairs and went into the bathroom. “Yea?” “What is this?” he held up your ripped clothes, “What happened?” “Nothing.” “You know I know when you’re lying right?” You sigh, “Last weekend I went over to my dad’s house because he still gets to see me every second weekend and he ripped my clothes off and raped me.” You couldn’t even look at him because you were crying. He pulled you into a hug and he was rubbing your arms when he felt your cuts. His eyes widened as you hid them and he pulled your arms back to look at it and you bit your lip. “I wish you’d told me so I was there for you,” Ashton was nearly crying. “I swear to god if he ever touches you again I will kill him, next time please just tell me if something happens?” you nodded your head and he kissed your arm.

Michael- you were crying from all the hate and you heard the door open. You lie under the blanket and hide your arm. You pretend to be asleep on your shared bed. “Babe?” he walked up into your room and he really thought you were asleep. Until he heard you crying. He sat on the bed and rolled you over and he just thought you were crying in your sleep. He ‘woke you up’ and he kissed your head. “Hey you okay babe?” “Yea I’m fine Mike.” “You know I know you weren’t really asleep right?” “Yea.” “Please tell me what happened babe.” “They’re always sending me hate, telling me to go kill myself.” Michael look at you with worry because he knew you used to self-harm and he looked at your arm and you could see the tears building up in his eyes. “I’m sorry Mikey.” “No baby don’t listen to them okay, you deserve me and I love you more than anything in the world, please don’t believe what they say, don’t let it get to you, because you don’t deserve this.” “Thanks Mikey.” “What for?” “Always making me feel beautiful.” “It’s because you are, and I’d do anything for you,” he said as he kissed you passionately.

Calum- after about three hours of crying and cutting you ended up crying yourself to sleep. You felt your phone buzz and you saw it was Calum and you declined the call. You dropped back on your bed when the doorbell rang. You left it and after a minute you heard ‘thump, thump’ on your window. You got off your bed and saw it was Calum throwing rocks at your window. You opened the window, “Leave me alone Calum.” “Not until you let me explain.” “Explain what? How you cheated?” “It wasn’t what it seemed I promise please let me in.” “You have one minute when I get down there.” You ran down stairs and opened the door to see a pale-faced Calum with tears running down his face and red puffy eyes. “Please let me explain.” You let him inside and he sat on your couch with you. “She came over to write some songs with us, and the other boys went outside while I did my solo and she kissed me.” “I’m sorry for not believing you Calum.” “No it’s fine baby, forgive me.” “Of course.” He hugged you and kissed your hand and he grabbed your arm and you whimpered. He looked confused before his eyes widened as he pulled up your sleeve. He kissed your cuts. “I’m so sorry baby, please never do this again I love you.” “No I’m sorry Calum and I won’t, I love you too.”