Fifty shades forever

Chapter 10.

I here the door open and close so I know Christian is home. Teddy runs for his surprise leaving me stressed in case he falls at the speed he's going.

"Teddy! Be careful!" I shout and then laugh to myself as I realise what living with Mr. Always in control and cautious has done to me. I couldn't imagine anything happening to the children.

"Teddy how fast are you going!" Christian says, I laugh as I walk towards them both, Christians eyes wide in horror as his son runs and crashes into his legs.

"Surprise daddy?" He asks and Christian picks him up and begins whispering.

"Can I have a hug?" He says to Phoebe and I'm still left waiting for the big reveal.

"Sit down" he says and I eye him suspiciously and he smirks.

"Come on?" I usher him.

"What do you think about going to Disney land for a little while?" He says and Teddy erupts immediately out their seats and I just smile. They'll love this. Even though Teddy has already been multiple times. I was shocked at Christian actually go considering he'd have to mix with other people in the wider community although he did offer and suggest that we rent it out continuously but I refused. We didn't have to wait for anything, we were first on every ride, first at everything.
Some would say we were treated like royalty but I hated it.

"When is this happening?" I ask him whilst hugging him out of appreciation. Then of course Teddy leaps on him.
My heart explodes as I see Christian hugging him deeply even though Teddy doesn't realise. Teddy begins struggling to get down and I put both of them to bed early as they fall asleep on the sofa.

"A week" he tells me grinning and he winks again.

"Work" I say sternly.

"It's your company" he says bluntly to me putting my one word in to the question I was implying then answering it with the obvious answer.
I roll my eyes and walk away. I feel guilty, he's done this and now I'm acting up. I change my headspace and go back to where he stands with the children.

"I love you Mr.Grey" I say to him.

"And I you baby,always"
Will I ever get tired of hearing those words? No matter how hard I could ever try to stop my feelings for him they only increase daily.
Who would have thought he'd be mine? All mine.

"I have to go away on business after Disney land" he says and my smile fades no matter how much I try to hide it. It'll be the first time away from him since before Phoebe. I know what comes next, him offering me to accompany him. I've been once or twice and they're dull.

"Okay, how long for?" I force myself to say.

"Only for a day or two, you can come? I can have my mom minding the kids?" He says.

"No it's fine baby honestly" I reply smiling to him to reassure him that we'll be fine.

"Positive?" He enquires.

"As long as you'll be back yes"

"I couldn't leave you, ever." He says and I know it's the truth, he's still fragile. He's come a long, long way but he's still not strong enough in his own mind. He still has self doubt and it kills me because if he has the confidence in himself he'd be able to get through all of his problems but of course they're blocked by other problems.

"I know" I say winking and going upstairs.