Lets Try Again(A Zayn Malik Story)

Self control mate.

Zayns pov
I'm glad my girls are here with us in New York.Its going to be hell getting out of this airport."I'll hold her."I took Amina from Elena,she put her blanket over her.As we're walking down,people are screaming & flashing lights from every direction.


It took five minutes to calm Mina down,everything scared her.She's not use to everything yet,every time we fly I'm not always fly with her.My jaani,bless her.


"Babe,I'm going to step out with Harris for a bit."We're settled in & Mina was fast to sleep in her bed."Okay,have fun.Tell him I said hi."
I kissed her lips."I love you."
"I love you too."


Harris,Khalid & Danny are my best mates beside the boys.They know everything about me.Three out of the four of us have kids.









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"How the hell do you handle being in a relationship,being a dad & touring at the same time?"Harris asked

At my mates house ,talking & enjoying a beer."Not easy ,especially on Mina.But Elena & I make it work."

"Management didn't give you shit about it?"

"Tried to but I didn't care,at the end of the day she is still my daughter.How do you do it?"

Harris is a great song singer/song writer but he's also a father Frankie his son & Ashlyn just moved out here from Bradford last summer."Im not with Ash ,were still great friends."
"Is it easy?"I asked.

"At first she hated me.Don't do what I did but I cheated on her twice.First time she was pregnant & second time when Frankie was 2."

"Mate.."
"I know,I fucked up something good.After like a six hour long talk we both realized our tit for tat isn't good for Frankie.Damn sure don't want him doing the shit I did."Harris said.

"How old is the little guy now?"I asked

"Just made six,they grow up fast."
"Ever want to work things out with his mum?"

"Right now were better of co parenting together maybe later on we could probably work it out.Even better with us in the same state."

"That was me & Elena earlier this year.Hated it,we're living together & sleeping in the same bed."

"Wait wait,how the fuck did that happen?"
*explained the story*

"I honestly couldn't do that with Ashlyn.We lay in the same bed,Frankie will be a big brother."

"Self control mate."
"Fuck that."

I realized it was 2 a.m. I headed back to the hotel.When I got there Lena wasn't in bed,she's in the shower with door slightly cracked. But Mina was still asleep,I changed into my sweat shorts & got in bed.

What Harris told me about him cheating on Ashlyn once let alone twice while she was carrying his child bothered me..Me & Elena may not get along sometimes but she means too much to me.I don't like when guys look her way.I caused enough pain in her life,still trying to make up for my bullshit.

"Oh my god,why didn't you tell me you came back."Lena was had her hand over her chest,I laughed."Sorry babe."She glared at me,joining me under the covers."Have fun?"

"Yeah,haven't seen him in awhile."
"How is he?"Lena moved closer,I placed my hand right above her butt."He's good,Ashlyn moved out here with Frankie."I said,"He-"

"D-daddy.."Amina cried out,I got up to get her."You're okay babe."I laid her between Lena & I.
"What's wrong?"Lena asked."I tired."
We both laughed at our child."Go back to sleep silly."

"I not silly daddy."Mina snuggled up to me,then dozed back off to sleep."What were you saying?"Elena said.

"Oh Ashlyn moved out here with Frankie.Him being based in America for the last couple of months kept him away from home."

""Is he still with Ash?"

"Nope,they just started getting along."
"Been though a lot?"

"He cheated twice."
"Oh.."

"While she was pregnant ."

"I love Harris but he's a dickhead."
I knew that was coming."That kills all self esteem,you already feel like a damn cow then you have you boy friend cheating on you makes you feel like shit."I grabbed her hand to plant kisses on every inch of Lena's hand."Your were beautiful while pregnant with Mina."
"Thank you."I saw her smiling