Lets Try Again(A Zayn Malik Story)

Even though she just kicked me in my balls!

Zayn' pov

"How did it go?"Harry asked

"I'm terrible person ,fuck!"I wanted to yell but I didn't want to scare my daughter."Mate you're not a terrible person.Things like this happen."Harry said."I wasn't there for her.Being the prick I am ,I didn't keep in contact with her.She dealt with all her pregnancy by herself ,raised Mina for the last two years by herself & with the death of her dad."

"Well shit.What did she say?"Everyone followed in .

"Basically that our love is too weak to fix right now & she's not willing to give herself to me yet.I fucked up,in two public relationship while she is by herself."

I wanted to cry at this point."Even if she would've broken up with me,if Lena would've heard my dad past she would've been right by my side thru the whole thing."

"Was she there at your aunts funeral?"Liam asked

"Yup ,she saw me but I didn't see her."

"You have to keep trying if you love her as much as you say you do.She has to protect herself ,one because she doesn't want to feel that pain again ,two she has to be strong in front of Amina."Dani said.She had a point."Daddy!" Liam & dani clear the way so Mina can walk by,her hair was wet from her bath but she had on her Minnie Mouse pajamas.

"Yes Jaan?"

"Night night."I picked her up & kissed her cheek."Night my love,sweet dreams.I love you."

"Wuve you."I love how she can't say love.She went around the room hugging everyone."I'll be up in a minute."

Okay,lovely meeting you all."Elena said placing Mina in her hip."Girls day out really soon babe."El said before she left."Of course."
"We're gonna head out.Just remind her you aren't bullshitting her this time."Niall said.

"Alright ,see you guys Friday ."

I walked into my room to see Lena cuddling with Mina.I took a quick picture."Everyone left?"I laid beside Mina."Yeah ,she's not tired."

"Yeah ,just fighting her sleep."

"Want me to sing baby?" She nodded ,with her eyes closed.

Your hand fits in mine

Like it's made just for me

But bear this in mind

It was meant to be

And I'm joining up the dots

With the freckles on your cheeks

And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved

The crinkles by your eyes

When you smile

You've never loved

Your stomach or your thighs

The dimples in your back

At the bottom of your spine

But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let these little things

Slip out of my mouth

But if it's true

It's you

Oh it's you

They add up to

I'm in love with you

And all these little things

By the end of the chores we both heard light snores."Her hair will look exactly like yours in the morning."Elena whispered.I laid on my side facing them & rested my hand on her back."When were at my mums ,every morning she would run in my room with her hair every where."

"Sorry about that she would ask for you & I'll tell her to go to your room."

"Don't apologize ,I like waking up to her."Lena was already in her pajamas as well ,she had these shorts on with a shirt with the cast of friends on it.That was always her favorite show."Im getting sleepy ,I'm going to go to the couch."She started to get up,I reached for her arm.

"Lena,just because we're not together doesn't mean we can't sleep in the same bed with our daughter.Plus I don't want you sleeping on the couch."

I know she thought about it but she laid back down,facing pebbles & I."Go to sleep babe,you look exhausted ."

"Aha ,I am.Night Zayn."

"Night Lena."I moved a strand of her lose hair behind her ear.

She dozed off fast.This is amazing ,having Lena & pebbles laying next to makes me feel complete.

Looking at Mina ,gives me chills .Good chills,like I took part in making the most beautiful girl.Even though she just kicked me in my balls ,shit that hurt.

Och!

I tried to move myself back but she started to whine so I stayed hopping it won't happen again. She snuggled into my side ,still letting out little snores.I looked over at Elena ,gosh she's beautiful.It kills my inside that I can't hold her or kiss her.Im going to fix us ,I don't care how long it takes me .We will be a family.

My beautiful girls..