Lets Try Again(A Zayn Malik Story)

You don't make the wisest choice when it comes down to your relationship

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Zayns pov
Today we had a mini concert at a toy store,something nice for our fans.I also picked Amina up toys.

As for Elena & I,we haven't talked since last night.After I got up & dressed she went in the room closing the door.I want us to be together again but she doesn't trust me.It took everything in me to not hug her last night when she cried.Nothing more in this world then I hate is when she cries.
I want Amina to see her parents happy together.What father would want to show his daughter improper love.She notices us not being affectionate with each other.
She notices everything..



"El said Elena still didn't get up & she's still crying."Louis said

"What happen?"Liam asked.
"She apologized & said she let her insecurities get in the way.I basically said that was bullshit.She never trusted me."

"You don't make the wisest choice when it comes down to your relationship."Harry said,I glared at him.
"She's been in bed since we left?"
"Saying shit like that I bet she has."



We got to our floor to see Lou,El,Lux & Mina.No Elena.
"Daddy."I picked her up."Hi love,been good for Lou & El?"

"Yah,we play."

"I see,your toys are out.Thanks for watching her."

"No problem.Zayn can I talk to you?"El said

"Yeah,play with Lux ."

We walked a little bit farther down away from the group."Whats up?"
"Have you talk to her at all this morning?"El asked.

"No,why?"

"Today is the anniversary of her dads death ."El said.
Holy shit.
"Please tell him you're lying?"

"I wish.When I checked on her she was crying because of that & what happen with you."I took my hat off & ran my hands thru my hair."She doesn't want to talk,she just needs you right now."El added

"Thanks ,I wouldn't have known if it wasn't for you."

"Zayn ,you have to realize it does get hard seeing loads of girls throwing themselves at your boyfriend everyday.My insecurities kick in sometimes too.. can you be so calm with guys throwing themselves at Elena?"El does get a lot of hate from the 'Larry' shippers.

I never thought about that way."No."
"Fix it.Louis & I will keep Mina"


When I got in our room it was dark & I heard light sniffles.I took my shoes & hat off to get under the covers with her.Lena jumped but calmed down once she felt my hand."Shh it's me."She didn't turn around ,Lena just wiped her tears quickly hopping I didn't see.

"Turn around love."Lena shock her head no ,crying harder."Babe,please just let hold you."

She turned around, her cheeks & nose are red.I brought her close to my chest."Im so sorry love."

"I miss him."Lena cried harder into my arms."I know babe,I know."

I don't understand her pain ,god willing neither would Amina."I just want one more day with him.Tell I love him."

I kissed the top of her forehead."He knows you love him.Aj is proud of the beautiful young lady he raised & for being a wonderful mum to his granddaughter."Elena hugged me tighter until we got a knock at the door.I got up quick so I can get back to her.

I open the door to see Louis & Mina."She wanted you."
I took her out of his arms."Aha thank mate."

"No problem,how is she?"Louis asked
"Same,I'll figure out something to lift her spirit."


"Look who I have?"
Lena looked up,that smile I wanted to see for the last 20 minutes is back."Hi baby."

"Cwryin mummy."I sat Amina down next to her mum."Im okay love."
She started to kiss Lena's cheeks."Better?"Mina asked

"All better baby,you always make me happy when Im down."
"Welcome."

"Want to go get some frozen yogurt?"I asked
"Yah!"Amina screamed,I looked at Elena to see if she was up to going."Sure,I need to get out of this room."

Lena went to get ready & I played with Amina."We're going home very soon."
"We see Safi?"

"Yeah,we can go see nana,papa,Doni & Wahilya too."

"Yay!"Amina stood up & wrapped her little arms around my neck."I love you.I promise to be a great dad & to always be there for you."
"Pwromise?"
"I promise jaani."









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This frozen yogurt place is Amina's play ground.I think she got more candy the yogurt.Ill glance over at Lena but she kept her eyes on Mina.

What El told me really stuck to me.If I saw guys throwing themselves at her,I would go mad.So now I see why she got insecure but one thing Lena has to understand is Im in love with her & no one else.I love our fans dearly but she is someone I plan to spend the with & have more kids."Excited about the awards?"

"Yeah,we're opening."

"Last show tonight?"

I nodded,"Yup,weeks off.I figured we could go home to Bradford when you have a weekend off."

I really want to make things better.I wish I could take every bit of pain away.Its killing me."You can take Amina ,I'll stay.I just have to get the rest of my stuff."

I completely forgot she moved out."Sure everyone would want to see all three of us ."

"Zayn,I'm already having a shitty day please stop."

"Mummy bad word."Amina eyes widen,I swear in that moment she looked like Saf.

"You're right baby,I'm sorry you don't say that word."
"Okay."My baby is weird.

"Can we talk after we put her to bed?"
Lets try this again.
"I already know I'm going c.r.y,i.n.g myself to sleep ,pass."Lena whispered,hopefully not.






*after the show*
Our u.s. tour is over.3 nights at the staple center has been unbelievable.Sometimes I have to pinch myself as reminder this is my life.Extremely blessed to be where I am.Still crazy but I love it.

I knew Lena didnt want to be in a big crowd tonight Due to Mina throwing up she had to leave back to our hotel.I wanted to run off stage to go with them but I couldn't.


We just got back to our hotel & the boys ran off to cuddle with their girls.Liam went to iChat with Dani since she couldn't be here.
I opened the door slowly just in case Mina was asleep."Hey."Lena looked up & gave me the weakest smile ever."Hey,how was the show?"

"Crazy & great,Hows pebbles?"

"Slight fever but I gave her the medication so she should sleep it off."I stripped down to my boxers & putting on a pair of basketball shorts.Once I got in bed I wanted to hold Elena again but I doubt she would let me.Shes already wiping her tears away.

"I'm sorry."
"What?"

"I'm sorry,I don't see things from you stand point.I know it wasnt bullshit when you talked about being insecure with the whole Lola thing.To be honest I don't know how you do it."

"Do what?"

"Stay so calm when you see the hate & what the girls say to me.Im the jealous type .I hate when guys glance at you let alone throw themselves at you."

"Don't have to worry about it anymore since we're not together."

That was a stab in the heart.I heard more lite sniffles come from Lena."Please babe,I'm sorry.I hate this not being together.I can't comfort you the proper way."

She started to cry harder,enough is enough.I moved Amina so she is laying on me & I held Elena close.She didn't fight me."I know you miss your dad ,also I know these last two weeks haven't been easy.It hasn't been easy for me."

"I want things to go back to normal,with us."

"They can,just kiss me."Lena giggled but she kissed me."Back to normal.I love you."
"I love you too."

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