Hi guys. I'm sure you've all been keeping up with what's going on recebtly. What with Zayn breaking the engagement over a text and then dissing Perrie and Little Mix and ranting on twitter a bunch and then the fight with Calvin Harris. But seriously, he is going too far. I cannot believe how childish and nasty he's been acting and I feel like he's on a downward spiral. I mean, Harry has apparently admitted that they don't think they want a reunion if he keeps acting like this. Seriously, Zayn broke Perrie's heart. Did any of you hear about how poor Perrie broke down on stage while singing? I felt so sad because she's been so brave and so strong and putting up an brave face for us for so long, but I know it's gotta be really heartbreaking for her to get dumped over a text then be publicly dissed by her ex. I felt the need to some how find Zayn and kick his ass and then pull his head out of his ass and remind him of who he was when he was in 1D. People are starting to get pissed with him and by the time he releases an album or something, I doubt he'd have any support because of how terrible he's been acting. He's being an asshole and I'm sorry to say this, but I don't want him back in 1D. He's been so rude to Louis and he broke Perrie's heart (god bless Harry styles for calling to make sure she was going to be okay) and he's started to sound like he's gone mad, from all those twitter rants. I'm not sure if he's just going through a phase or whatever but it's becoming embarrassing and just plain childish. I loved Zayn, I really did, but he's lost all my respect right after he was nasty to Louis. I'm starting to wonder whether he needs psychiatric help. He's on a downward spiral and I don't think it's going to stop here. I have a bad feeling that it's just begun. And if that's true, I don't think the other boys want to be associated with him. It's sad to see this happening but I'm not feeling that sorry for him. He brought this upon himself and he needs to step up and realise he's hurting people. And if this doesn't stop, this could affect his career too. No one wants to work with an asshole. He used to be so sweet and caring but right after he left the band he just changed completely and I don't like it at all. I'm worried for him but all I can really say about it is that he sort of deserves it if all this backfires on him. He's done some terrible things lately and he needs to own up to his mistakes and make up for them. And I'm actually still pissed about the whole "normal 22 year old life and be able to relax" thing. But that's another rant for another time. But back to the point. I'm sorry, all Zayn girls out there, but he's gone. He's not Zayn anymore, or at least not our Zayn. All we can do Is pray that he will realise how horrid he's been acting and how much if a proper asshole he's been and changes his ways. But even then, I wish it wasn't true, but I don't think the boys will want him back in the band after everything he's done, even if he makes up for it. They've made it clear that they are fine without him, sadly, and Harry has apparently spoken about how he's worried for Zayn's mental health at the moment. It's not looking so good between the boys and him, especially after the Louis/NB/Zayn thing. Only time will tell, but if he hurts Perrie anymore and makes her cry anymore I'm going to find him and I will set him straight. Perrie never deserved this. But she's better off without him now. And I hope she finds someone who will treat her better and not break her heart. Zayn is going too far, and he's just going to crash and burn in the end. And it will be his fault. Grow up, Zayn.

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