ShantiiI woke up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. Jaylon's arms were still wrapped around me, almost like protection. I smiled up at him. "Baby get up," I mumbled. I reached over and grabbed some strawberries and munched on them.
Right now, my breath was not smelling right and the strawberries would have to suffice until I could get up and brush my teeth. The clock read 7:00 and Lord knows it took me well over an hour to get ready.
"Baby..." I tried again, pulling on his cheek. He turned over. "Fine," I pulled away from him and lifted off of the bed.
"Shit!" I hissed as pain shot through my lower half. Almost immediately, Jaylon woke up, looking at me confused.
"What's wrong?" he asked, sitting up and reaching for me. I moved completely away from him. "What the hell Jay," I whined. Every time I moved my thighs or anything on my lower half, a slice of pain would circuit through me, like an electric current.
"What?" he repeated. "Why does it hurt like that?" I asked, trying to stand up again. As soon as my feet touched the carpet, I collapsed. I looked up at the bed and felt my lip quivering.
He looked down at me, cracking up laughing until he noticed the tears. "Baby, we made love for the first time, of course it's going to hurt," he tried to stop laughing.
"Fuck you. If I knew it would hurt this bad I wouldn't of gave you all of those rounds," I mumbled and forced myself to stand up. I wiped my tears and focused on getting to the shower.
"I got you," he supported me before I could fall again. I didn't want him to touch me especially since he laughed at me but how else would I have reached the bathroom, let alone take a shower?
He helped me into the tub and laid me back. He ran the water and kneeled besides the tub. We were both still naked, but if he was uncomfortable he didn't show it.
He grabbed my rag and poured soap on it before scrubbing me down. The whole time he did this, I just stared at him. I watched his hands move the rag all over me, gently. I let him clean my lower half.
He did it slowly, very slowly, making sure not to press too hard, in fear it'd hurt me. He scrubbed my back and rinsed me off. I stood out of the waters, wincing a little bit.
He lifted me out of the tub and into a towel. I kissed his cheek and headed into the room, leaving him to take a shower.
It was warm outside so I decided to wear a summer dress.
I didn't usually wear dresses or skirts. The majority of the time I'd wear sweats, or joggers, pants and a T-shirt but today was different.
Today I felt a burst of self confidence. Today, all insecurities went out of the window.
I pulled out a long sleeved light peach summer dress that stopped a little below the knees. I moisturised my body, head to toe then ran deodorant under my armpits.
I strapped on a nude lace bra and slid into matching panties before squirming into the dress.
It fit me like a glove, accentuating all of my curves. There was a little triangle cut in the back, above my butt that showed my back dimples. I didn't really like it, though it didn't look slutty.
It was actually cute.
I wore white ballet flats that strapped cris cross up my calf and added a silver bracelet to my wrist. I checked the mirror and smiled at my figure.
I stared at my reflection. I looked so happy, brighter somehow. Almost as if I were glowing.
As I was sticking earrings in, Jaylon emerged from the shower, lower half covered with a towel. He went to his side of my closet and pulled down some boxers, a T-shirt, jeans and sneakers.

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