Strike Down Our Sanity

I am a Canadian writer who started at age 6, since then I've payed honours to my  favourite films and video games by writing fan fiction, inspired by them. I have a type of autism that makes me think different from other people. I see this as opportunity to be the black sheep in the autism writing world. 
To me, anything can be done with a little hard work and imagination. I have a soft spot for fan fiction. Although in my mind, my crippling flaw is lack of confidence in myself as a man. I dont want to be seen as narcissistic or above anyone else, I put myself down often. I just want people to be aware of that.