He's a gangsta trying to change for the better. She's a model-actress trying to find her muse and calling in life. Both have had several failed relationships. Until one day, they cross paths and a love like no other blossoms.
#LongLiveNipsey 🙏🏾
I'm stressing the fuck out man. I've ruined everything over some bitches that ain't even worth it. I know I told Boog I wasn't fucking with that bitch Blakely, but she was easy man. She was all on a nigga! But I ain't trying to lose my family cuz. She been on this bullshit, trying to post pictures of us on her IG, but I ain't even with that. Don't disrespect my family. Then on top of that, I'm trying to track down who that nigga was. To pass by my mama crib in my hood and flat out threaten me, nigga gotta go cuz. On hood. I've been carrying my fye with me just in case a nigga want smoke, I'm ready. I haven't really told anybody about the shit cause I ain't trying to complicate things. I know I should probably tell J-Roc or Hog, but I got this shit. I ain't trippin' on a nigga. The shit that had me buggin' though was the blue flag. Like how the fuck you go against your own set? I've been in contact with some of my soldiers on the ground to see if they heard anything. I've also been making sure that Boog is protected. A lot of these niggas know just how special she is to me. And you know how the street shit go. To get to the nigga, go through his heart. Which reminds me, I wanna make sure my mami and Sam good. I called them and they both say they've been chilling. I've also had Pop and Blacc go check on them. And if I know Blacc, he about to start asking questions. I blew out smoke as I sat in my whip, waiting on this bitch to walk outside. She came walking to the car and I shook my head. Here I am, risking losing my dream girl, over some chick who'll fuck any nigga to get her name out there.
"Hi Nipsey!" "Don't hi me! I told you not to fuck around with those pictures. But you sent them in anyway!" "That's what you came to see me for? And here I was thinking we could do a little something." "Shits dead cuz, you know what I'm saying? I'm in love with my girl and I ain't trying to lose her." "Well, you should have thought about that before you fucked with me!" "Check this out. You gonna do what the fuck I asked you to and let this shit die. I ain't got shit for you." "Oh, no. I don't do shit for nothing! And trust, if I leave you alone, I'm gonna need something to ensure my future." "Shit crazy cuz. What the fuck you want?" "$150,000 and a feature on your next album." "Fuck that! After we done, we done. I don't wanna see you no more." "It won't be that easy, Ermias. Tanisha told me how you'd try to play me off. Not going to happen sweetie." "You know my baby mama?" "Oh yes. I know her well. And I know a lot about you too, Ermias. Get my money and send me, the beat. I'll be waiting."
This bitch got out my car, strutting off like she tough shit. I shook my head and groaned. How the fuck I always end up in some dumb ass shit? I heard my phone ding and saw her ass sent me a message.
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Thotty 💦🍆: A little incentive for you. Give me what I want or kiss your precious relationship goodbye. I got tricks up my sleeve, locked and loaded. Keep it cute 😉
Fuck! All this shit going on got me with a fucking headache. I decided to call my big bro. He's one of the people I trust with any and everything. Plus he always give me good advice. I called Blacc.
"What's good witcha lil bro?" "Mannnn, I'm fucked up cuz! For real for real." "What's going on? I've been meaning to talk to you anyway." "Yo man, I got some shit to tell you. I done fucked up bro." "Say less. Come to the crib." "Aight. Headed there now."
I hung up and drove to my bro's crib. Why I always gotta do stupid shit man? In the back of my head, I kept hearing Lauren warning. I don't know what I'd do if she left me. Like on everything cuz, I can't even imagine my life without her now. She's as much apart of my life as Emani or mami. I can't believe I risked all this for some bitch that could never compare to Lauren on her worst day. I pulled up at Blacc's crib and got out with my cup and blunt. He was waiting on the porch and we hugged and dapped each other up before I sat next to him on the step.
"What's up bro?" "I fucked up man. Real bad." "Ahh shit nigga. What the fuck did you do?" "Man, I kinda cheated on Lauren." "You dumb ass nigga." "I ain't mean to... shit just happened bro." "How? How did that just happen bro? You've been wanting Lauren since her ATL days and this the shit you do?" "I know bro..." "You had her poster on your wall! You used to have wet dreams about her!" "I know man..." "And you finally get her, you live with her, she's having your baby bro!" "I know this shit bro!" "Like I said, dumb ass nigga." "Man, I didn't come here for this shit!" "You came here to talk and for me to keep it real. Am I right?" "Yeah cuz, but..." "And fuck all that cuz shit. I ain't ya cousin. I'm your brother." "..." "And you should know, big bruh ain't gonna pacify you. Especially when you've fucked up." "She kept throwing it at me bro! What the fuck was I supposed to do?!" "Be a man and go home. Do you know how many niggas would kill to be in your spot? My nigga, that's New New!" "..." "If you wasn't my brother... I'd take your woman from you, little nigga." "What the fuck? Yo, bro, you wildin'." "Naw nigga, you wildin'. You about to lose part of your dream for what? You should have learned your lesson from Tanisha. But no, you didn't. She forgave you for that and isn't pressing you. Think about how fucked up it has to be to worry about you messing with your baby mama. Now, you've added in a whole other chick. Bro, you're not thinking out here. I taught you better than this."
I rubbed my hands over my face and looked ahead at his property. Blacc stays out in what some call the country. And he's sitting on like 11 acres of land. He even has his own farm. This is the shit that I want. With Lauren and my kids by my side.
"What else going on? Don't think I ain't peeped that in your pocket." "I think somebody out to get me." "How you figure?" "When I was at ma's house, some nigga rode by bro." "And you just now saying something?" "I've been handling it..." "Don't matter bro. You need to let us, your people, know about shit like this! So we can help protect you nigga!" "I know bro..." "Listen, bro, own up to your shit. Tell Lauren what's going on. Let her hear it from you. And change nigga. Stay true to your woman! You also need to tell J-Roc and Hoggy about this shit!" "You right bro! You right." "I know I am nigga. Give me a hug fool!"
I hugged my bro and he told me everything was going to be alright. I want to believe him. But I just got this feeling.
