Afraid || Sirius Black [1]

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*3 months later*

"Hurry up! Hurry up!" Exclaimed Lily as she sat impatiently on her chair, Evangeline lightly curling her long red hair.

Madison and Marlene were nowhere to be seen, the latter having followed the former out of Lily's bedroom after she claimed she needed the toilet.

"I'm going as fast as I can! Do you want a bridesmaid with blister covered hands?!" Responded Evangeline.

"Ugh, I can't believe this is happening. I'm marrying James Potter. I'm getting married! I'm pregnant. Pregnant with James Potter's baby!"

Evangeline grinned, "and all the while you told us you would never look his way and now look at you. You're the first to be knocked up and the first to get married."

Lily chuckled, "I know. It's crazy! I always thought it would be you! You were always in a relationship. Then when Maddie was with Sirius, that was my last bet. It's a shame really, they were good for each other."

"True, where is Maddie? And Marley?"

Lily shrugged, "let's just get my hair done and sort that out later."

* * *

"Marley, stop. We...We can't do this-" Madison sighed as Marlene's lips danced on her neck, her fingers working on Madison's waist which was covered in a ruby red dress that hugged her body and brought out the colour of her eyes. Unfortunately, Madison was no hour-glass unlike the woman who was turning her on at that very moment but she didn't care about that anymore.

"I can't, you're just too sexy in that dress," Marlene muttered against her skin. "And undoubtably sexy underneath as well."

Madison, whilst very hot and bothered, had the strength to stop the situation. "Marlene stop. I told you both that I am not going to have either of you because it's not fair. It's out best friend's wedding day not play at rabbit day. So stop."

Marlene huffed, pulling away from the beautiful Irish woman, a pout on her lips. "An hour wouldn't hurt-"

"Yes, yes it would. Please. You said you would leave me alone. It's for the best if we stay friends. Strictly best friends."

Madison shook her head and hurried out of the bathroom, flattening down her dress and returning to Lily's bedroom. She entered to find Evangeline and Mrs Evan's helping Lily into her dress but were in need of an extra helping hand. She took hold of the petticoat and tugged it down as it got caught.

"You look phenomenal, Lils," she told her best friend as she twirled around, "and Prongs is going to faint."

"Prongs?" Questioned Mrs Evans confused.

"A nickname for James, a private joke between the boys and Maddie," Lily told her mother.

"Right, but yes, darling, Maddie is right. You are going to knock him off of his feet!"

* * *

"Fucking hell!"

Madison turned on her heels to see Sirius leaned against the wall outside of the little church hall that Lily and James has rented for the evening for a small reception. Madison was resting her elbows on a small railing outside which watched over the car park which had a few cars in it. Mostly owned by Lily's family as James' family are all wizards and witches.

"What?" Madison questioned him, her eyes travelling across his body, his suit which really did well for his body. The man that she was still utterly and madly in love with, stood carelessly before her, whilst his best friends enjoyed the first few hours of their marriage.

Sirius smirked, "you. Whilst not even trying you look absolutely breathtaking. And if we were still together I would most probably take you in that bush right over there."

Madison chuckled shaking her head and leaning her back against the rails instead, "only if we were together? When did that ever stop you from fucking someone? You didn't have a relationship with all those over girls."

"Okay, so maybe I'm trying really hard to resist you. You can't blame me, you're bloody gorgeous and I'm so in love with you Madison and I know you still love me."

"I- uh, fuck it, yes I am but I can't be with you."

Sirius raised his eyebrows, "why not? You see, this whole deal with Marlene confuses me. I was your boyfriend. We both loved and still love each other. Marlene was the one that brought these complications and as much as I love her like a sister it's not fair that this has happened because of her. Madison I love you. I will always love you. Give us another chance. Please."

Madison tugged her teeth between her lips, her hands began to shake and Sirius was stumped. It was like they were back in the tent during the tri-wizard tournament. Sirius shuffled forward taking her cold nimble hand in his and immediately her shaking seized. "Baby, I love you and I cannot express to you how much I do. I don't care what you have done with Marlene or if you haven't done anything with her. I just want you. You and I. That's all."

Madison went to respond when James came bounding out of the hall, his hands looked with his dazzling wife's. "I'm getting my wife home, she's knackered and we have still got a long night ahead of us." James smirked, clearly drunk as Lily leaned against his arms in awe of her husband.

"But Prongs, she's already pregnant!" Sirius Exclaimed.

"I know, but I can still worship her-"

"Come on, Jamie, let's get you home and sobered up." Lily patted his chest. "Thank you both for coming, especially you Maddie. I love you."

"We love you both too," Madison answered on behalf of the pair of them, James kissing both of their cheeks as she did so.

Sirius and Madison waved their friends off and waited before they dissaparated before turning back to one another. "At least let us have a drink."

Madison placed her hand on his cheek, having felt way more then enough attraction in those moments. She needed him. Her need for Marlene was nothing compared to her need for Sirius. For Sirius it was lust. A deep, meaningful lust.

"Why wait for a drink? I have already had enough to drink tonight, Padfoot, and so have you. I can smell it on your breath."

"Miss Parker. You are irresistible, now-"

Crack! Sirius cut himself off taking the pair of them away from the freezing cold car park and into the comfort of his own bedroom in his flat.

"-Get on that bed!"