THIRTEEN

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Hot or cold...
I make it work on time matter fact 20 minutes early at that. I didn't want a repeat of last night, and most of all I really didn't want to face Bambam. I'm really trying to avoid his ass like the plaque I don't want anything to do with him especially after what happened earlier today.

Going straight to the dressing room I run into Jessi. "Hey, baby girl." She smiles at me. "Hey, Jess." She looks at me. I just know she's trying to figure me out, she could easily tell when something is bothering me, I swear this girl can read you like a book.

"What the hell then happen?" She asks me. "Nothing, I'm just tired." I know she can see right through that lie and by the look on her face. She knows that I'm lying. "If you don't stop lying." I sigh.

"First of all, chill out." She rolls her eyes, placing her hands on her hip. "Secondly, I don't feel like talking about it right now. I'll tell you later, promise." She gives me a look. "Mhmm, okay. Did you need help with your makeup?" She changes the subject not pushing the matter any further. "No it's fine, I can do it." She nods turning away from me to continue hers.

As I'm doing my makeup I noticed that one of BamBam's security guards walk into the room. I didn't think anything of it at first, I just assumed they were just coming to check in like they normally do and boy was I wrong. In walks the last person I wanted to see, BamBam. Why the hell is he here? I thought to myself.

"Good evening ladies." He looks around the room making sure that he has everyone's attention.

Most of the girls speak back, well, all except for me. That must've caught his attention because he turns to look my way.

"Y/s/n, did you not hear me speak?" I roll my eyes, and then look up to see him looking straight at me through the vanity mirror. "Yeah," I reply back. I can tell that he's starting to get annoyed. He stops and begins to walk towards me.

"Do we have a problem?" He says as his hands go to rest on my shoulders, gripping them tightly and adding some pressure. The room is quiet not a word being said, wanting to see how this will end. "Nope." He just looks at me, then he turns back around going back to the middle of the room. I can feel Jessi's eyes on me, but I ignore her and continued on with my makeup.

"So there's going to be a slight change for tonight. "Minnie you're working the private rooms tonight, and Y/s/n your on the floor." My head snaps up. What the hell did he just say?

"Excuse me?" I say looking directly at Bambam. "You heard me, and I won't repeat myself again." He replies smartly. "Oh, so you mad," I mumbled. "I don't know what the fuck you mad bout. You didn't have to walk all the way back to your car in the heat, got me fucked up." I said out loud, well mostly to myself.

"What the hell did you just say?" He says. Oops, I guess he heard me, oh well, and knowing him he doesn't even wait for a response. "You know what, meet me in my office, now!" He says. He turns walking towards his office and I don't bother moving, I just continued to sit there. He must've known because he yells over his shoulder.

"Now Y/n!" I stand up, with every eye on me as I make my way out of the room to his office. I already know Jessi's wondering what the hell is going on, along with every other person in there. Not wanting to rush, I take my time walking over to his office. Once I'm finally there, the door is already open so I walk in.

"Close the door." He says in a demanding tone. I turn around to close the door behind me, as I turn towards him he comes grabbing me by my neck and pushing me against the door. "What the fuck is your problem?" He says looking directly into my eyes. He has got to be kidding, he must have hit his head and got amnesia. Is he really going to stand up here and ask me what's my problem? He's acting as if he forgot that he just put me out of his house some hours ago and made me walk back to my damn car.

"Really Bambam?" I ask him in disbelief. "You're the problem. You act as if what you did earlier didn't happen, and I'm supposed to be okay with it. Well, news flash motherfucker I'm NOT!" I try getting out of his grasp but his hold around my neck gets tighter. He laughs.

"No I didn't forget, but it seems that you've forgotten who the fuck I am!" Not wanting to look at him, I look away. "Look at me." He says calmly. His hand coming from around my neck to rest on my cheek. "I'm sorry." I laugh. Here he goes with this bipolar shit AGAIN! It's always the same with BamBam. Him hurting me and then apologizing, or some wack ass excuse and I'm over it.

"Yeah, I hear you." He steps back. "You don't believe me?" He asks me "Of course I don't, why would I?!" I exclaimed. He doesn't say anything, he just continues to stare at me.

"Because.." He says walking back towards me. "I care about you Y/n." His hand caresses my cheek. "It's just you do and say things that piss me off and I can't just let it slide." I move from out of his grasp while shaking my head. "Of course not," I say walking around him to go further into his office, standing behind him. I clear my throat, crossing my arms over my chest.

"I can't do this anymore Bambam, it's like every since this has happened." I gesture between the two of us. "It's always your either hot or cold I don't know what to expect with you and I'm tired. I'm so tired of all the mixed emotions, I'm already dealing with my own shit and with you adding to it, it's just too much." He looks to the floor.

"So you're breaking up with me?" He looks back up, eyes cold as ice. "After everything I've done for you, you're leaving me?" His laughter sounds throughout the office.

"What exactly have you done for me Bambam? All you've really done is caused me nothing but pain, I need to be done with you and for good this time." He nods, looking back to the floor.

"Cool, get the fuck out." He turns around to open the door to his office. I just walk right past him going out the door, I didn't have the energy to argue anymore, but before I could even walk any further he says something causing me to stop in my tracks.

"Oh yeah, and one more thing." He says to me. "Your fired." He slams the door to his office leaving me standing there in disbelief, with so many thoughts going through my head.

But the main one being, what the fuck am I'm going to do now?

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Damn Bambam, you ain't had to do your girl like that! Oh well, you gone learn! Can't keep a bad bitch down for long

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Damn Bambam, you ain't had to do your girl like that! Oh well, you gone learn! Can't keep a bad bitch down for long.

But not gonna lie Bambam, you looking fine in that gif though. 😏 This seems like a Bambam fic 👀 but it's not. I promise you that 😅

As always thanks for reading! 💜

Until next time lovelies ✌🏾

-iyana🥀

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