One of his... Walking from the back room I run into Jessi. Jessi was one of the older girls, she's about 5 years older than me, and she was also one of Bam's first girls. Jessi was always looking out for me. At first, I thought, maybe she felt sorry for me or maybe she felt obligated to do so. I didn't know, never really asked but nonetheless, I was grateful. After all, she was the reason for me getting the job here in the first place, even if it wasn't something I see myself ever doing. When first came here I wanted to become a model, that's the reason why I moved here (Los Angeles) in the first place. Unfortunately, for me....that didn't happen.
When I first moved here everything was going fine, up until I met this guy. The two of us started off as close friends and somehow he turned into my boyfriend. I genuinely thought he cared, I thought that someone had actually come along and loved me, I was so blind, I couldn't even tell that all of it was a lie.
One day I came home from meeting some modeling agents, and everything was gone. The bum even stole my damn drawls. Where the fuck they do that at? I felt betrayed and so damn stupid for letting him get in my head, and for letting him into my heart. Boy, I was pissed, but most of all, I was hurt.
I never thought anything like this would happen, I didn't have anyone here in L.A. I was alone. I couldn't even ask my parents for help since I wasn't exactly on speaking terms with them. They were pissed that I basically "sabotaged" my life so they wouldn't be of much help. I guess you can say they practically disowned me, yeah it upset me at first, but now I was pretty much over it. If they couldn't respect the fact that I was following my dreams, then that's on them. I was going to prove them wrong but then, this happened.
Then one day I meet Jessi, she seemed like she had everything figured out, and looked happy as hell, well that's what I thought. So I asked her what she did for a living, hoping maybe she could help me out. She told me she was a dancer and I wanted to see since I was a bit curious. So Jessi ended up inviting me to come down to the club one night.
When I arrived at the club I didn't know what to expect, since it was my first time at a strip club. That same day, I met BamBam. BamBam was a very good looking guy, really sweet, he was always asking about me or he'll always want to know when I was coming back around again. I actually thought he liked me but that wasn't the case, well not at first. He basically wanted me as one of his girls, in his eyes, he saw money. He figured men would pay hundreds to see someone as pretty as myself.
Jessi had finally talked me into coming down to the club again, and on that night I had become one of his girls. It didn't take much convincing, once I heard money I was in since I didn't even have a penny to my name anyway. It's been 2 years already, I was making it by, but not enough for this city. It was to damn expensive.
So I decided to start saving up so that I can move back home, (y/h/t). Jessi knew what I was planning to do, but Bambam didn't. She knew he wasn't going to be happy about it, but did she care? Nope, she just wanted what was best for me. Always have and always will. She has always treated me like a sister, that's one of the main reasons why she would always look out for me, even if I told her otherwise.
"So you weren't gon' tell me you were behind on your electric bill?" Jessi says coming to walk on side of me. Not giving a response back, I just continued to walk towards the bar, I needed a drink, and fast. "Y/n," Jessi says. "I'm sorry okay, I just didn't feel the need too. I can pay it myself, okay?" I answered back. "Obviously not if you basically sleeping in the dark, I'll be paying for it." I looked back at her.
"No you're not Jessi, I can do it myself." I knew damn well I couldn't, the only money I really had was what I saved up and I wasn't gonna touch that. "Like hell, you will, I'm not arguing with you Y/n. So just accept it and move on." She says turning on her heels and walking away making that the last of the conversation. The bartender comes with my drink and I immediately throw it back, I then turn around to get a good look at the floor. I wanted to see who was here, most importantly what money was here.
Looking around, my eyes land on this guy, he looks to be Korean maybe Chinese, I couldn't really know. His features made him look young but at the same time mature. It was definitely something about him that had me drawn to him. Then suddenly we both looked at each other, the way he was looking at me could make any girl weak in the knees, but not me.
I slowly begin to make my way to him, neither of us looking away. Finally stopping right in front of him. He smirks. "Hey, handsome here alone?" I asked him in your seductive voice.
"Not anymore."
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Mood ^^
Oh yeah and I got my baee Jessi here I love her so much 💕
