I feel so lonely at times like right now.
I feel to many emotions all at once and then nothing at all.
And dark thoughts creep into my mind but I ignore them
I got good at ignoring them
The dark thoughts
I'm better now. Happier now but at times I feel so alone
You start to thinking about the past. Everything I would have done differently like I'd choose this person instead of the person I chosen already. Or I'd give this person a chance or I'd shut out this person from my life
Things I could have down differently.
I learned you can love someone and let them go.
But you can't love someone who didn't want your love.
You can't love someone who didn't want your love.
Damn if I knew that before things would have been different right now
I miss my life last year I just wished I was back then and I'd do things differently
Who knows
Maybe I could have been even happier?
I miss you guys. I miss everyone I used to text on here. They all left and stopped talking with me.
I miss u.
