My Artwork and Shit #2 (Cringe Warning)

if your name is junior and you're really handsome

go and raise your hand

the rapline is getting me so sh00k ya'll have no idea-

there are so many girls at my school who wear flannel and cuffed jeans and my gaydar is just going off the fucking charts

i saw this tweet once that was like "if you dont talk to me for 3 weeks we are no longer friends" and i just freaked out because almost all my friends have mental illnesses that prevent us from regularly talking let us liVE

i keep seeing these "beWARE PARENTS OF CANDY EDIBLES ON HALLOWEEN"

and im like "bitch i wish people were dumb enough to give away edibles for free lmao i want to escape my depression"

highkey angry at myself bc i was talking to the sophomore in my freshman biology class (she failed biology last year so shes retaking it this year anywaY) and she was like "were any of you at the back to school dance?? it was so much fun"

me: i didnt go since i have no friends to go with lol

her: aw that sucks you couldve come with me! we had a good time at the dance and afterwards we left and got drunk

me: wHAT I MISSED OUT ON THAT-

im glad shes in my class shes my ticket to high school parties where they have kush and sad-no-more juice

slurp slurp hoes

lil doodle uwu

for someone who makes as many depressing jokes as i do i actually rarely talk about how i feel to people not over the internet

its bc i feel like a burden and i dont wanna bother people with my dumb problems

especially my mom

shes stressed right now because we're moving soon and hey howdy ho my dads getting deployed real soon and will be gone for 6 months which isnt too long in comparison to other deployments but im still sad ok-

update: just got out of a phone call with one of my bestest buds and we made a deal that since the next bts comeback is on friday that i'll use the motivation from their new album to talk to my mom about my mental garbage

i wanna sleep in my mom's bed tonight im really just feeling so stressed because im not doing my work but im also way too unmotivated to be doing my work i just wanna go to beD

ya bitch went to sleep at midnight last night ok im tirED

i couldnt fall asleep so i just texted my friend in california who hasnt started school yet until i fell asleep

i miss her a lot

i dont wanna come off as some clingy friend but i also want her to know how much i appreciATE HER

next day:

wowza just woke up and im still tired and unmotivated yayy

hey so im at school now and i could reALLy use a drinK