@xiaoqin : Zeren, date me instead omg why are you with this stupid thing.. 😫
@yuehuazeren : Eww.. Gross af... Zeren has a weird taste in girls people.. 😂😂😷😵
There wasn't a single nice comment in sight. Why was everyone hating on me so much?! When Zeren and I first started going out, it was amazing. It was perfect. But ever since somebody leaked my private social medias, it all went downhill.
Why did I have so many haters, didn't they realise that words hurt?
Tears were streaming down my face and I threw my phone against the wall. I curled up into a ball and cried my eyes out. I hated my new life with all those horrid online people. I heard a small tapping sound on my door and I jumped up. I wiped away my tears from under my eyes in attempt to make myself more presentable.
Nobody deserves to see me as ugly as this. The tapping continued. "Who is it," I called out. I heard my voice tremble.
"It's me" a voice softly called out. I recognised that voice from anywhere.
"Can I come in?"
I walked over to my door, wrapping my dressing gown tighter around my waist.
I opened the door to see the boy I constant dream about. Ding Zeren. My perfect boyfriend. He was wearing a blue striped shirt with black knee-cut trousers. He looked gorgeous.
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"Hey love, I was-" He froze as he noticed my bloodshot eyes from my crying.
He gasped and opened his arms for me to run into. I burst into tears and collapsed into them, clutching onto his shoulder. He held my head as I continued to cry into his shoulder. He pulled away and took my hand. He walked into my room and sat on the bed. I followed him and slumped beside him. We stayed like this for a minute or so until he tilted my chin towards him. He cupped my face in his hand and I looked into his eyes. His eyes weren't happy and glittering like they usually are. They were sad and thoughtful.
"What's wrong beautiful," he scanned my face, looking for a reaction.
I sighed and broke away from his hands. I pointed to the corner of the room where I had thrown my phone. He followed my pointed finger and walked over to pick it up I saw him scrolling through something. His facial expression turned from sad to angry.
He turned his head to look at me and rushed over my room. He lifted me up and hugged me firmly but softly.
"(y/n)... I'm so sorry.." He said. He sounded close to tears. "You don't deserve this at all... This is all my fault. I'm so sorry..." He softly stroked my hair and I felt his tears drop on my shoulder.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head in the crook of his neck.
"Renren, it's not your fault." I was close to tears, I hated it when Zeren was upset.
"No. This is my fault." He broke away from me and picked up my phone away. He tapped angrily at the screen, his jaw was clenched. He only did that when he was really mad.
I looked over and he was about to post a video on my weibo. He cleared his throat and held down record. "Some of you guys have been really sweet and lovely about my new girlfriend (y/n). But there is a majority of you that have been horrible and been cyber bullies. l am dating (y/n). You will all have to accept that whether you like it or not. If you don't accept that, then keep it to yourself because I don't care. All I care about is (y/n) being okay. She is not okayat the moment because of some of you. That makes me so sad knowing that she isn't happy because she is my world. I love so many of you guys but just to those who are being bullies, just please stop. You're not helping anyone hating on my beautiful girlfriend. I love her. It hurts so much when some of you do this. She doesn't deserve any hate because she has only ever been nice to all of you. Remember that. Thank you."
My eyes had filled to the brim with tears of love for Zeren. He was so loyal and sweet. I loved him so much. After he had clicked send, he dropped my phone gently on my duvet.
"(y/n)... I'm so-"
"If you say you are sorry one more time, I will make you watch 'Annabelle' for 3 hours. Zeren, it wasn't your fault. I promise" I spoke truthfully.
He flashed me a weak smile but looked at the floor as if he was ashamed of himself. I could see he was close to crying again.
"Please don't cry," I hurried, worriedly.
"It just makes me so mad. I'm sor-"
"Don't say it!!" I walked towards him and tilted his chin up. He looked up, I smiled.
"You are so sweet, thank you so much for saying that to them. That took so much courage. You didn't have to do that" I whispered.
"Yes I did gorgeous. I just want you to be happy. If that's what makes you happy then I will do it" he pulled me in for another hug.
I hugged him tightly.
"I love you princess, only you forever" he smiled, "and our children in the future."
