I really can't deal with this it hurts to much some of y'all know what I'm talking about some may not and I like it that way everytime I stop cutting someone goes and says something screwing it all up and makes me want to go back everytime to the razor it hurts but it's just so hard to deal with it I don't even know what to do anymore I feel like ending it right now I've called the suicide hotline many times it just doesn't help
