Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

what if?

All week long us three girls binged watch movies. Jonah calls every morning and every night, it's the cutest thing ever when he's worried. But i told him I'd be alright. I try really hard to ignore how much I'm in, especially at night. It really worry's me. The boys are coming back tomorrow and i think Jonah and i have to visit the doctor again.

I was currently on the phone talking to my mom, telling her about the pain and everything that is happening.

Mom i really can't do this, it hurts a lot ~ Brianna

This will soon be all over and it'll be worth it ~ mom

Thanks mom. can i call you back, Jonah's calling ~ Brianna

Okay hunny, talk to you later ~ mom

I hung up and answered jonah.

Didn't you call an hour ago, i promise I'm fine ~ brianna

I know i just wanna talk to about something ~ Jonah

Sure, is everything okay ~ Brianna

Yeah, I've just been thinking ~ Jonah

Those few words put me into an overreacting mode. Those words being said to me in the past never ended well.
"Brianna? Are you still there? Hello"

Uh, yeah. What were you thinking ~ Brianna

When you have our babies and when we get married, do you think a lot will change ~ Jonah

Wow. I was not expecting this conversation. OMG  he just said "when we get married"

What do you mean? ~ Brianna

Our lives will change. If I'm not touring I'm gonna have to be home with my family. I'm not gonna hang out with the boys as much. What if they all got married and went off to their personal life. What if there isn't a band anymore because we're all so busy ~ Jonah

Ohh jonah. I don't think that will ever happen, and i think we should talk about this in person. Stop worrying ~ Brianna

I don't know. I can't get it off my mind ~ Jonah

If you're worrying I'm gonna worry about you and you don't want me worrying, right? ~  Brianna

*sigh* fine ~ Jonah

I love you ~ Brianna

I love you too ~ Jonah

I got off the phone and now i couldn't get my mind off it. I pretty sure this will affect our entire group but it won't affect the band for them to split. If they ever spilt i doubt it would have nothing to do with them being married or having kids.

What if though?

What if one of them feel like they have to be with their family. What if one of them choose family over band. I literally just told jonah not worry now I'm doing the same thing.