Dating one of my brothers friend // jonah marais

need a break

I'm in the kitchen making breakfast with Eva when the boys and Courtney walked in. I said good morning and everyone returned one except Courtney, i just ignored it and continue doing what i was doing. I left and went to my room to get ready for my day, I'm having a photo shoot with Bryce. Eva then came in the room looking a bit sad.

Bri i have to go home earlier than i said i would ~ Eva

Oh no, what when are you leaving  ~ Brianna

Tonight ~ Eva

Does Jack know ~ Brianna

No, I'm gonna tell him later today ~ Eva

He's gonna be sad... I really have to go but when i get back we could co to the the grove. ~ Brianna

I grabbed my phone and my bag before leaving my room and exiting the apartment. Jonah haven't texted or called me since yesterday, i guess he's upset. I really don't see why Courtney would be mad, there must be something else i don't know.
I got in my uber and left to the famous pink wall, where Bryce is probably waiting for me.

We took some pictures then left to our second location, which was an abandon hotel. We finished up and i left and head home to see no ones home, i texted Eva and she was out with Jack. I texted Madison telling her I'm on my way over her house.

TIME SKIP

i walked into Madison house and she wasn't there, i walked into her room then i heard her in the shower. Madison can sing but she never told anyone, not even the boys know. Just me and some of her family knows, she use to sing a lot but she stopped after she dad past away. I walked into her room, sat on her bed and listen as she sings her heart away in the bathroom.

You and I
we're like fireworks and Symphonies exploding in the sky
with you I'm alive
like all the missing pieces of my heart they finally collide
Time right here in the Moonlight
cause I don't ever want to close my eyes
without you I feel broke
like I'm half of a whole
without you I've got no hand to hold
without you I feel torn
like a sail in a storm
without you I'm just a sad song
I'm just a sad song

I then heard the doors of the bathroom open.

Holy shit, you scared me. How long have you been here ~ Madison

It's been a while since i heard that voice of yours ~ Brianna

I know, it feels good ~ Madison

She got dressed and we both left to the secret hill we found once that over looks downtown LA. We both went up and sat where we normally would and talked, Daniel then called in the middle of our conversation asking if i was free to talk. I told him i was out with a friend and ended the, at least i thought i did.

Do you still have feelings for him ~ Brianna

No why would you ask that ~ Madison

"Without you i feel torn, like a sail in a storm " the song you were sing has to be about Daniel. ~ Brianna

*sigh* i know it's been months and because i see him almost everyday it made it harder for me to forget, i feel like we broke up over something that wasn't serious but our relationship was toxic. Most of it was my fault, i over think everything. I was pissed at my self for leaving and I'm still mad. I still open my phone at night and think of texting him but i can't. I could have fixed all of this but i didn't even tried ~ Madison

She then starts to cry and i feel terrible for asking about Daniel, i heard something from my phone and look down to see i didn't hung up. He just heard everything. I finally hung up this time and slowly rubbed her back reassuring her that things will get better.

Madison POV

i've been putting on my smiles whenever i see Daniel with Courtney but my ship slowly sinks, it hurts to see him with her. i tried so much to forget about but it's hard. i could have gotten a distraction but that would just hurt me more. after we broke up things happened and i thought we would have fixed things but when i saw him with her i felt like someone pushed me in a deep pool even though they know i can't swim.

as i cry on brianna's shoulder i think of how i need a break. i'm gonna leave LA for a while, i need to be around family.

Brianna POV

Madison an i left and she went home, she said she wanted to be alone so i went home. i walk into my dark room and turned on the lights to see Daniel sitting in a corner by window.

*gasp* ARE YOU TRYING TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK!! ~ Brianna

"sorry" he said laughing 

it's not funny, how did you even get in ~ Brianna

logan let me in ~ Daniel

why are you here, i don't want your girlfriend to come at ~ Brianna

courtney's not gonna stop me from being friends with you and i came here to talk about something else ~  Daniel

you listened in on our conversation ~ Brianna

sorry, i heard my name and i just had to listen ~ Daniel

aren't you tired of saying the word sorry ~ Brianna

aren't you tired of promising then break it ~ Daniel

i opened my mouth to answer him him but nothing came out, i zoned out as his words flow through my head.  i then started thinking about jonah, and that it's completely true how i keep promising to jonah and then do the opposite. i jump out of my thought's walk over to my closet and pack some outfits, my charger and things i might need in a bag. i then walked out leaving Daniel sitting in my room looking confused as to what i'm doing. i grabbed my keys and head out the doors, daniel then ran after me calling. i got in the elevator and he asked to hold it for him but i just ignored him.

i got to the parking garage and jumped in my car and drove off, while i'm driving i'm thinking of where i'm going to go. i just want to be far from everyone. i texted logan telling him i'll be away for a couple day so don't worry about me. i parked in a random parking lot thinking where can i go. i don't want to bother Madison, i completely forgot that Eva has to leave soon. maby the boys can drop her at the airport.

this shows how much of a bad person i am, i won't even say goodbye to my best friend. daniel kept calling me so i blocked his number. Bryce then popped up in my head.

Bryce ??

what's wrong ?

how do u know something's wrong

you called me Bryce and ryce

haha.... well i need a place to stay at for a while

you're more than welcome to stay at my place

thanks you're the best

jonah's okay with you staying in a house with three boys

i live in a house with two boys

logan's your brother.... and the other one is his friend, so that doesn't count

i'm not talking to jonah at the moment

oh, what about your friend madison

if you don't want me at your place it's fine

it's not that i don't want you here, i don't want to mess things up with you and jonah

i'll be over in 10 minutes.

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i turned off my phone and drove off in the direction of where Bryce lives.  Bryce live with two twins, hayden and jayden. they both dances, thankfully they have a guest room. i'll only be stay for three days before i go back home.