I realize now that as strong as I pretend to be, I'm not.
I'm just someone who has too many emotions that all want to come out.
And when they do, it's not good.
But most times, I just hide them and hope they go away.
But emotions don't go away for me.
They wait
And wait
And wait
Until they can't wait no more
And they find a reason to come out
And they strike at its hardest.
And make me vulnerable once more.
