You stay on my mind, on my mind every night
You stay on my mind, you're on my mind every night
Feelings that I pushed away came back at me and they hurt me more than ever. For last seven days, I am figthing with myself. With my mind and my heart. The battle which is making me weak.
Fionn keeps on calling me, but I ignored it. I have no idea what is right to do in this situation and I just want to go away on some desert island.
My phone started to ring and I picked it up since my mom was calling.
"Hi mom." I said.
"Hi darling. How are you?" She asked as I heard that she is doing something in kitchen. It was loud.
"Great mom and you?" I said biting my lip. I hate to lie my mom but I don't want to bother her.
"I would be better if you don't lie to me." She said in stern voice.
"I know about you and Fionn." She continued before I could even say anything.
"His mom told me everything, since my daughter didn't ." My mom said as she chuckled.
"Mom, I" but she interrupted me.
"Darling, I love you more than anything but you are stupid if you think that Fionn is not right guy for you. Even, your dad sees that Fionn is the one." My mom said and I knew that dad was sitting near her.
"But, you don't-" before I could continue my mom interrupted me again.
"No buts y/n. Don't push your feeling away from you." She said as she send me kisses and hang up.
Damn, I hate it how much she knows me.
I closed my eyes trying to think anout my next move, but the door bell interrupted me. I slowly got up and opened door only to see Fionn.
"Hi" he said with a warm smile.
"Hi." I replied.
"I think we should talk" Fionnn said looking at me.
"Yeah, we should." I said and moved aside so he could come inside.
"I want to be happy, Fionn." I said and I surprised him with that.
"I want us to be happy." he said as he came closer to me.
"We can be happy together." he said taking my hand in his as he intertwined our fingers.
"Okay." I said looking him directly in the eyes.
"Okay." He repeated.
I knew that we would be happy together. Fionn was missing puzzle of my happiness and as much as I wanted to push him from me I couldn't complete my happiness without missing part. Exact missing part which makes me complete, happy person.
