I had a blast tonight. Partying with friends from high school is always a great thing. Even though, half of them got drunk. I never got drunk in my life, and they all tease me about that, but I simply don't want to spend next morning trying to remember what the hell happened last night and to throw the life out of me.
Fionn didn't want to come with me, saying how he has to prepare for the next interview. To be honest, I have no idea what the hell he has to prepare when he and Harry joke at one part of the interviews and then talk about movie which he talks from the heart.
I unlocked the door of our shared apartment only to hear that TV is on. I looked at my phone only to see that it is 3 am. Shit, I totally lost track of time. I took off my high heels and quietly entered living room, seeing that Fionn is wide awake.
"Hi" I said smiling as I came closer to him leaving kiss on his lips but he ignored my kiss which took me by surprise. Surprised I walked away from him to shower.
When I came back from bathroom, Fionn was still in the same, just that TV was turned off and he was on the phone.
"You are coming to bed?" I asked him leaning on couch. He didn't say the word, he just nodded.
I shrugged and went to bed. Whatever got inside of him, I'll deal with it in the morning. I layed down on the bed and felt like I was on cloud. I closed my eyes, but then I heard that Fionn came in room. He layed down and turned of the lamp on this side.
He usually wraps his arms around me and leave a kiss on my forehead, but now there was no sigh of anything.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked as I sat up and turned on the light.
"Nothing." he mumbled and turned his back to me.
"Fionn Whitehead, you will not turn your back to me in 4am!" I exclaimed.
"Well, I learned from the best." He said and I had no idea what he was talking about.
"What are you even talking about?" I said a little bit pissed off.
"You came home at 3 am. 3 am in the morning! And you were partying with God knows who. And there were probably guys and then you come to me and kiss me like everything is okay." He said in one breath as he sat up too.
"You gotta be kidding me." I mumbled.
"I invited you to come with me and you
said no because you had to prepare for interviews. And for your information there were 10 girls and one guy who is gay. You are jealous, I can't believe it." I said. "I never tell you anything when you go with your friends out." I continued.
"Get out of here." I said as I took his pillow and threw it on the floor. He is sleeping on the couch. Without any word he exited the room and I was left feeling like complete shit.
I layed back down but I couldn't fall asleep. Tossing around and turning but I just couldn't sleep. I hate to fight with him. I love him more than anything, but he crossed the line this time. I barely go out and when I do I always invite him. His choice was to stay at home.
"Can we talk?" I heard his voice as he leaned against the door.
"Did you already say everything you had?" I asked ironicly.
"I felt lonely. I missed you since I was away a lot and with all this shooting and everything. I just missed you. Our long night talks. I miss us." he said as he sat down next to where I was laying.
"You could just say it." I said as I got up and before I need he wrapped his arms around me and snuggled his head in my neck.
"Then I would be a needy boyfriend." He said.
"No, you would be a boyfriend who simply misses his girlfriend." I said and I could feel that he was smiling in my neck.
"I love you" he said as he kissed my neck.
"I love you too." I said as I played with his hair. "but can we go to sleep now?" I asked.
"I think it is time." he smiled and layed next to me, wrapping his arms around me and kissing my forehead.
Now, I can sleep.
