Midnight Thoughts

E

I met E. in sixth grade. He was new to my school that year. We immediately hit it off and quickly became best friends. I honestly don't even know how our friendship began.

We continued being friends all the way through eighth grade. E. was always the only person that I knew I could trust 100%. We told each other everything. We were nearly inseparable. We were so close that people always thought that we were either in a relationship or that we were siblings.

He was the one who would stand up for me when a guy would hurt me. An I would always try to help him out with any girl that he had feelings for.

Of course we had our disagreements but we never stayed mad at each other for long.

I was always there to comfort him and he was always there to make me feel better no matter what I was going through. I honestly don't know what I would've done without him.

However, once high school started, things changed. We drifted apart. We stopped talking as much as we used to and he found some new best friends and a girlfriend. He ended up choosing his girlfriend over our friendship.

Now I see him in the halls and he doesn't even stop to say hi anymore. And when I text him, h no longer responds and honestly, it hurts. It hurts knowing that he doesn't care anymore and I still do.

I learned that I have to move on from that friendship. I have a new best friend. She is so great and I love her so much. She is there for me no matter what an I know that I can all ways count on her.

E. was one of the most amazing friends that I have ever had. I miss him so much and although he lives in the same town, he feels so far away.