Usagi Draws

Emotionally Unbalanced

Hi there.

I am sorry and I know these apologies are not enough to fill the void of my absence.

But I am sorry for being completely on and off in wattpad.

As the title says, I am emotionally unbalanced.

I am always stressed and every free time I have I always have to use it for my school projects leaving no time for fun..

This will just be a rant chapter but I have to let it go somehow or else it'll get stuck and it'll get worse.

I still have no laptop and no way to use my drawing tab.. I've tried using medibang again on my phone but I get no inspiration and just give up half way.

I haven't fully drawn anything good looking (in my eyes) for weeks.

Every weekend I have to go to a friend's place for the whole day for our English filming project and every time I get home I get physically and emotionally tired and just sleep through the whole day.

Playing games is the only way ( that being Mobile Legends ) but sometimes it gets boring...

Currently making a website for my computer website.. the html coding type of website making and I've been making small progress, I haven't gotten this tired ever since last time.. which I forgot.

I am really sorry for not updating, I am just a huge piece of lazy crap.

And It's just that everytime I draw I think it's not worth sharing with you guys with the amount of crap it looks.

It's just not the same.

I've been sick every now and often considering I am a sickly person (I am currently 39 kilograms) I am that thin.

It's like one shove and It hurts real bad. I suck at physical exams especially running since I get tired easily.

I've been to one anime convention and It was kinda fun.. got a Ichimatsu keychain which is great.

Anyway this is really crappy, if you are still reading this I ask you why? It doesn't really change the fact that I am a huge dick for not updating often and that I having mood swings that's totally insane.. It's like a switch continuously flipping...

*sigh*

That's a lot to take, but life goes on.. just a few more days and school's over for me... Atleast this summer I can update often.... I hope.... I wish.

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