miyusawa, miyuki kazuya, & sawamura eijun one shots

Goodbye | miyuki kazuya

(y/n)= your first name, (l/n)= your last name, (f/n)= friend's name
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Dear Kazuya,

You were my everything, you owned my heart, you had complete and utter control over me. I was so in love with you, and I thought you were so in love with me too. I thought we would be together forever, I thought we would start a family together, and I thought we would grow old together. You said 'no matter what, I'll always be yours'. I was a fool to believe that. I should of known the 'I love you(s)' weren't true. I should've realized nothing last forever. I should've known you were too good to be true. I mean, what could I have expected other than this? You're a famous pro baseball player, and you have a ton of girls who are there at the snap of your fingers. I thought you were different. I thought you wouldn't let the fame get to your head, but I was wrong.

What happened for you to do this to me? I'm pretty sure I know, but I don't want to admit it. In the end, I guess I wasn't good enough, and I guess those four years of our relationship wasn't good enough either, right? Tell me, were you cheating on me all throughout those years, or was it just recently you got bored of me?

Why her? How could you with her? My own damn best friend, Kazuya. You cheated on me with my best friend. Why? Were you aiming to hurt me that much? Did she have something I didn't. And now I wonder if that was really the first time. You guys could've easily done it multiple times behind my back without me knowing because I trusted both of you with everything I had. You guys broke my trust, not with only you two but with everyone else too.

You hurt me bad Kazuya, really bad to the point I don't know if I can love again. You took all my trust and threw it away. You took all my promises and used them. You took my love and wrung it dry of everything I had. You took my heart and ripped it to pieces, feeding the scraps to the dogs. You did so much wrong to me, but there's one thing you did good. That one thing is the reason why I can't hate you. Although you took my love and killed it with us, you gave me something new to love. Thank you so much, Kazuya, for getting me pregnant. Whether boy or girl, they'll always look like you somehow, therefore I can't hate you because you'll always be with me.

By the time you read this, we'll already be on our way to America, so, if you felt any remorse and wanted to make us stay, you're too late. But, no need to worry. I'll keep my precious child safe and happy.

I wish you the best Kazuya, and I hope you find someone who can give you what I couldn't.

Much love,

the girl you once loved
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Sooo I know this is really short but yeah I hope you liked it

It was sad (hopefully since that was what I was aiming for)

The child will grow up fatherless (even more sad)

Uhhh and yeah, I felt like I needed a change of mood so instead of happiness, I did sadness

Later :)
~miyukiissohot