Will you be mine? Forever?

Remembrance!!

Aanayah's pov:
A week passed out... Wahdan busy with his work...and me with ma two new friends.it seemed like forever..it felt like why we didn't meet each other of so long years.... probably we couldn't but still...

Missing him was the worst part...even though I was surrounded with people...I still missed him...
He wasn't always with me but still he would take such care enough to Cal me up and ask about me ..that lil thing of his made ma day from dull to beautiful...even though whenever I open ma eyes i won't find him...but still find his tiny bits of love...his small notes for me made ma day even prettier...

He was being the reason i would smile alone ... unknowingly...
I don't know what love is felt like...but if this is love ....I would always want to experience this ..

A small gesture...a simple smile...a goodbye kiss...a warm welcome hug..a teasy look...some stealing food...little fight...a messy argument....some more differences...a little more care...a little adjustment...a handy day...all these mixed up...making a beautiful pair

I was fed up being alone.....and it was quite weird to tell him...but I made ma mind today ..he was doing his hair in front of the dresser...I looked at him smiling ..and debating whether to tell him or not...

I know I'm his wife...but we aren't still in that comfortable zone..to share anything and everything...so ...

"What is that you're thinking butterfly" ma thoughts were broken by his sudden voice...until then I didn't know he got so near to me...

"Nothing much" I tried getting a way out...

"Are you trying to avoid me?ah?" He questioned raising his eyebrows..

"Naah..."

"I'm sorry dear" he said looking into ma eyes

"Why is that?" I raised ma eyebrows

"I'm unable to give you enough time..." He said hanging his head down...

Before I could answer..."but from tomorrow...I'm all yours" he winked at me..

"What does that mean?"

"Today is the last day for two of ma events..and even more hectic...I don't know that I would get time to eat or not... anyway you take care of yourself..." He said looking at his watch "it's already 6 30 I need to get going...and yea...I forgot to tell you..." I was so interested in listening...he gave me a little peak... making me blush...I smile ..as he said..."Im missing you dear...so badly..."

"When a husband and wife look at each other with love... Allah swt will look at them with mercy"
~~Prophet Mohammed saw

We walked down to the hall...as we sat for breakfast...

"Can I feed you today.." he grinned at me....I was utter shock .. nevertheless I smiled at him.. nodding.....

While feeding...he started teasing me..."you are so slow girl.." I rolled ma eyes at him saying.."i awm nowt slow" still food in ma mouth.....making him laugh...

"Finish it off and fight lil girl"

"Hey...you aren't Salah.."

Talking of him I'm missing him so badly...even though we talk through phones and video calls..but his presence is always the thing I miss...a tear rolled down ma cheeks....

"Hey...why are you crying..?..if you don't like I won't Cal you" I let out a little giggle..

"I'm just missing them" I tried smiling in response..
He hugged me... well tighter than ever....