IMAGINES | SHAWN MENDES

10 years

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It's been 10 years since me and my best Shawn have been separated. We were so close. We were always near each other, telling each other our darkest secrets. We had a connection.

But all that changed until Shawn started to get known around the world. He never had time to hang out with me. He was always writing on songs, always in the studio, in and out of the state. He stopped talking to me, acted like he never even knew me, so I moved away. The last words that Shawn said to me still ring in my head, never leaving my brain.

"I'm sorry y/n. This is really important to me. I thought you wanted me to be happy," Shawn said.

"I do want you to be Shawn, I really do. But what about our friendship? We were so close Shawn. What happened?" I said. Shawn looked down at his feet,"Hey Shawn, there are some girls waiting outside, they really want to see you," Shawn's manager came in the door.

"Yeah okay, I'll be right there," Shawn said, turning back to me. I felt a tear roll down my cheek,"Shawn?" I whispered.

"I have to go, bye y/n,"

And just like that, he was gone. I never saw him after that.

Even up till this day, I still think about him. Sometime I even wonder if he even thinks of me. Of our friendship.

I walked in the coffee shop, immediately greatest by my favorite worker, Debbie. She was my best friend. She was always there for me. She is so sweet, I think she's my only friend.

"Hey darling," Debbie said. I gave her a warm smile,"Hey Deb," I said. "So what's on your mind today?" She asked. "I'll just have a coffee," I said. She smiled,"Anything else?" She asked. I looked down, thinking of what I should get.

"Add a muffin to that,"

She giggled,"Thinking about Shawn again?" She asked. I laughed looking down,"You know me like a book," I replied. She smiled,"You still miss him huh," she said. I nodded my head,
"Badly,"

"Aw love, I bet he misses you too," she told me. I smiled,"I hope," I said. She smiled at me again. "So how much?" I asked. Deb waved me off,"No worries love, it's on me," she said. I smiled, "I'll call you later on," I said, waving goodbye to her. I walked out the door, letting the cold air hit my face.

I walked down the side walk, looking down at my feet. Lost in my thoughts, I didn't realize where I was going until I bumped into someone, causing me to fall hard on my bum.

"Oh god, I'm so sorry," a voice said, holding out his hand. He helped me up. "Thank you," I said. I looked up at the man who helped me and instantly froze in place, staring at the familiar face I haven't seen in years.

He froze in place as well as the both stayed staring at each other which felt like hours.

"Y/n,"

"Shawn,"

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