Lauren's POV
"Please?" i said staring into her eyes, she sighed "Okay" she whispered i smile and then grab her hand and went inside then sneakily we went to my room. I locked the door since i didn't want anyone barging in as i talk to her, when i turned around i saw her frowning while she look around my room. "Um... i'm sorry if my room is messy" i said shyly she look at me "No it's not, it's just..." she sighs and shake her head i then had a quick flashback of us playing in this room when we were kids, my dad made a tent for us and we slept there for how many nights. I then sighed when i knew what she was thinking about "Okay, i think it's time to tell you now" i said she look at me confused i just smiled at her a bit and pat my bed. She sat down on my bed but she was a bit far away for my liking so i moved closer to her, "okay so first of all let me explain why i ditched you when we were 13" she nodded while looking down.
"Okay yes, i wanted to hang out with some popular friends so i did. But i didn't really plan on ignoring you, when i was about to talk to you one time when we were 13 you were talking to some guy. I somehow got mad and annoyed so i started ignoring you, then i know you tried talking to me when we were like 14? But that was the time... when i..." i gulp she look up since i stopped talking i blushed and look down. "When i started having a crush on you" i finally said i didn't want to look at her right now i was too embarrass "I was too shy to talk to you suddenly so i kinda just avoided you. But then at the age of 15 you dated someone and that made me angrier since i really liked you and i was angry at myself since i didn't have the balls to just talk to you about my feelings. So i tried ignoring you and... Camila cause whenever i see you two i get jealous." i sighed and took a deep breath before continuing the story.
"Then at the age of 16, i started to have feelings for you. It kept growing and growing and i was too messed up. I knew you didn't want me back on your life since i ignored you for how many years so i just stayed distant again. Also, you and Camila i guess were still together and i didn't want to ruin your relationship since i wanted you to be happy so i just distant myself from you. But my feelings for you kept growing and i couldn't stop it." "Then last year... i knew i didn't have a chance with you since i saw your face. I feel like you hated me so much and you wanted to be far away from me. I always tell myself to try at least to talk to you but i kept bailing out, but then i gave up. Every time i look at you, i always ignore the sparks and butterflies and the only way i would move on is to ignore you again. In conclusion, i was such a coward in those years, i never had the balls to tell you that i had feelings for you and i just ran away." i said looking at her shyly and nervously.
She look at me and sighed "Did you know that your friends bullied me?" she said softly i look at her confused "They bullied you?" she nodded "Yeah, when we were 15 they started bullying me. How did you not know?" she asked i was still confused "They didn't tell me? Well i guess they didn't want to tell me cause i would have kicked their ass." i said angrily "How could they?! They kept this from me. I told them about my feelings about you and then i told them about Camila and about how jealous i am. Don't worry i'll take care of it" i said she smiled at me and my heart stopped when she smiled at me. I always found her beautiful, i just never got the chance to tell her since i was a coward. I never get tired of seeing her smile. "So i'm really sorry about everything Y/N. I'm sorry that i hurt you" i said sadly she nodded smiling at me softly "You could've just told me Lauren. You could have told me that you like me" i blushed "Yeah... i should have but... like i said i had no balls" i said chuckling since i felt awkward now.
"Do you still hate me?" i asked quietly she sigh and then she surprised me with a hug, her arms and legs were wrapped around me and i felt so happy. "No, thank you for telling me. Thank you for making me understand" she mumble again my neck i smiled and hugged her tight. "And i'm sorry too, i just didn't understand why you ignored me and i thought you were with your friends in bullying" i shake my head "I would never bully you Y/N" i said looking at her face she smiled and hug me again. "I missed you Lolo" she mumble i blushed since she used the nickname she used to call me when we were kids "I missed you too Y/N/N so much" she chuckle and then kiss my cheek making me blush even more. "And maaaaybbee.. i like you too" she said wiggling her eyebrows my eyes widen "Really?" she chuckled "Oh come on Lauren, don't you notice me staring at you in class sometimes?" i look at her confused she rolled her eyes.
"You are so oblivious." i glared at her playfully "No i'm not!" she laughed "Yes you are, i stare at you every time you're focused on your work or you're laughing. I had to stare at you since you were too cute" i blush and smile at her shyly. "Also i had a crush on you too but i never told you since you were ignoring me" i nodded still blushing, i then smiled at her "Y/N?" she look at me "Yes Lolo?" i giggle and then bite my lip. "Are you still with Camila?" she sighed "No, i broke up with her last year since she was cheating on me with Austin" i look at her weird "Ew, that Dorito boy?" she laughed "Yeah" i chuckle "No offense but Austin is ugly and Camila is stupid for cheating on a beautiful girl like you" she smile at me sweetly. "Aw thanks Laur" i blushed since i just realized i just told her she's beautiful. "Wait so... does that mean i can... ask you out?" i ask blushing she giggled "Well... sure" i bit my lip in excitement "Will you go out with me?" i asked she nodded "Sure Lauren!" i squeal and then attacked her with a hug.
"Yes! I've been wanting to ask you that since we were 15 but i never had a chance to ask you but now i did!!" i said happily she laughed and hug me tight. "Well if you weren't such a cute coward then i would have been yours before" i blushed "Yeah... i fucked up" she giggle and kiss my nose "but it's okay, you fixed it" i smile and then kiss her cheek. "Also, i've been wanting to do something but i'm too scared to do it" i said nervously she look at me confused "What is it?" i bit my lip "Nah... it's too early" i said shrugging she squint her eyes then smirk. "I think i know" i blushed and then soon her lips were on mine and i was sure i was in heaven. FUCK YES! FINALLY! After how many years, i've finally asked the girl out and finally got a kiss from her.
- Two months later -
Your POV
"Oh my god Lauren!!" i squeal then jumped on her she caught me while laughing, "you're my roommate?!" i asked hopefully and excitedly she nodded smirking "Yes baby, my parents tried so hard to get me to be your roommate" i smiled widely "Yes! Thank you Clara and Mike!" she laughed and then kissed me making me smile. "Mmm... now you will be stuck with me whether you like it or not" she said pulling away i smile "I don't mind being stuck with you!" i said giggling. "Good, cause we'll be sharing a bed" I nodded excitedly then stood on my feet "Yes! let's start unpacking!!" she chuckled and then helped me with my stuff. Oh my gosh, i can't believe my girlfriend will be my roommate, a lot of things will happen soon i know it since Lauren is always horny. HA! Anyway i'm just glad Lauren my childhood best friend is now my girlfriend! I'm just so happy right now. "Come and cuddle babee" Lauren whine making me smile and cuddle with her.
