Here I am sitting on the couch and taking pictures everywhere. Bangtan Boys are taking a nap cause they have performance earlier and as you always expected, Its crazy. Fans get crazy. While I was taking a nap, Noona Rhea and Suhyun immediately sit with me on the couch. They are grinning.
"So have you decided?" Noona Suhyun asked.
"Nah." I closed my eyes. I just don't want to remember it. I still haven't think about it.
"Tsk. You need to decide while its early. While there is time you can cherish." Noona Rhea rolled her eyes.
"Its hard to decide." I felt tears streaming on my cheeks again. I'm so tired crying, seriously.
"You have only two options, let us remind you." Noona Suhyun grinned at me.
"STAY? Your pictures will be posted everywhere. Issues will come. Jungkook will get ruined. LEAVE. Everything will be okay. Nothing will happen. Jungkook can go on with his dreams." There we go again with that threat, I can feel my chest aches again.
"LEAVE OR STAY." They stared at me seriously and leave. I held a big sigh and stand up.
I still don't know. I still have 3 days before the Melon Music Awards.
When I walk through the door, I can see jungkook sitting on the table with thick books and papers on the table, Looks like he's studying for his exams tomorrow than resting. I'm happy that he's prioritizing his studies even though he's so busy. He is so awesome.
"Oppa." I smiled while I sat beside him.
"Noona." He smiled and close the door so that no one can see us.
"How are you?" I asked while smiling.
"Im okay. You? You should take a rest. You work so hard." He said while organizing the papers.
"No. I'm okay here with you." I lean on his shoulders while he's fixing his things on school.
He was just silent reading his books, I was just on his side closing my eyes. I felt comfortable with him, I felt like I'm safe with him always.
"Oww-- There we go again-- This is just so hard!" He just slap his own face and turn the page.
"What?" I asked him while watching the pages.
"I can't get this!" He pointed the formula.
"Look at this, I will give you example. Actually this is quite simple, you just need to follow the formula." I wrote down examples and show him how to solve the problem with the formula.
"Aww-- Thankyou." He smiled and read again. I helped him to study since I don't have work and its rest time, I choose to teach him what he don't understand, Its funny that I'm teaching a higher year. Jungkook was smart, he's a fast learner, he can understand things easily.
"I guess I'm ready for the tests tomorrow. Aja!" He laughs and keep all the things.
I smiled and take a picture of him smiling while keeping his things, actually I always take pictures of him secretly. You know, in case I leave. *sigh*
I hugged him from his back while he's keeping his things. I know he was surprised, I saw him stop for a second on keeping his things. I just hug him tight while no one can see and judge us.
When he finished keeping his things, he held a sigh and let me hug him in front. So I was on his chest while were hugging each other tight.
"Tell me. What are you thinking?" He whispers. Damn. That cold voice. He was brushing my hair with his hands.

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THE FANGIRL •BTS JUNGKOOK FANFIC•
FanfictionTo you, I'll always be just another fan. To me, You'll always be my world. Its hard to reach you.. but somehow I'm hoping we'll meet in my dreams.