THE FANGIRL •BTS JUNGKOOK FANFIC•

Chapter 36: DARK AND WILD (JILTU)

The new version of The Fangirl is already published to my new account: xxgloriannaxx

If you are reading this right now, this is the old version and this will be deleted soon.

The new version is revised, improved and reordered for some reasons. I've added some scenes, convos and lines that the old readers haven't read before and I've improved it without destroying the whole story that they've loved.

This fanfiction contains 2 Special Chapters as my gift:
* I Purple You- (2016 version)
*Euphoria- (2020 version) which you can only read to the new version on my new account.

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The Fangirl (BTS JUNGKOOK FANFIC)
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Jiltu means Jealous.

YURA'S POV

I was so surprised seeing my mom with her--- I don't know if its her child or whut. But Its too bad for me to see her supporting that little brat girl earlier being a fan girl. She never supported me! She always said.

"They will never know you."

"They didn't even know you exist!"

"That BTS is just a waste of your time!"

"You're so lame kissing that poster."

"YOU'RE WASTING YOUR MONEY BECAUSE OF THAT CRAPPY BTS!"

"You will never go to their concert. No Jungkook! Focus on your studies."

"Are you that desperate? Jungkook is just a person like you. He don't know you."

I thought of giving up being a fangirl of them because of my mom's negative comments, she is just like my classmates. They will say.

"Wake up you're dreaming."

"He will never notice you."

"From the start of being a fan girl, you know that you have lose already."

"He is an idol! He will marry an idol too."

"Do you know that posters and videos have no sperm cell?"

"It doesn't mean that when a prince can marry a commoner, An idol can marry a fan girl."

Yes I know the truth, but how can they hurt me like that? Why can't they just support me?

And now I'm seeing my mom carrying a brat just to talk with "MY JUNGKOOK!?"

"You've grown so tall and pretty." Mom smiles at me and touches my cheeks like she always do when I get home from school. I miss mom.

"You've lost your eye bags and wrinkles. You look young. Are you not stressed with household chores with your new family?" I ask even if it hurts me the most. I've been depressed this past few days, I've been crying every night but Jungkook always caught me that's why I always being cold to him which makes me angry to myself, I'm a bad girlfriend already. Its because Manager Song always scold me, Yes I admit I've been really sad and didn't think what oppa needs. I've been irresponsible, that's why I'm working hard again now. I'm trying to move on. Bangtan and Jungkook are always affected because of me, that's why I'm fixing myself.