Gaara x Reader

developing feelings

Gaara's P.O.V

I was sitting next to her bed waiting for Naruto but i couldn't get my eyes of her. It was like she was the only thing in the room. I also couldn't stop my fast heartbeat. "I don't know what's wrong with me... Am i sick? Or could it be that i have some feelings for her..."i thought while looking around the room. i walked to the window, there i saw that it was somehow dirty it looked like a footprint. "Was someone here?" i asked myself as i turned back to her. "Everytime i look at you my heartbeat goes ten times faster then i should go"i mumbled" How could a monster like me feel something like love.... how could a monster like me fall for such angel like her, how could she ever love me back ?" i thought "You are like an unfished book with so much secrets, with so much questions, and still you don't give me an answer, for some peoples you seem finished but i am looking for the secrets sides, you don't show me..." i thought. I went to her side "You may be one of the most interresting people i have ever seen, you pull me towards you without even making a move, your eyes, they tell their own story, they draw me in the longer i look into them, but there is a line i can't cross, if get too close to this line you would push me away as far as you could and i, i would stand there confused, not knowing what i should do, how i should react, then i would see the other side of you, one of the secret sides, the other side of your eyes, the one you hide. They are dangerouse, they show your secret emotions, they are filled with sadness, but they are brave, they are the eyes you should fear." i thought looking at her face. "And this side, i see right now, this side i want to protect, on this side you are so peaceful, on this side you are a sleeping angel waiting for it's awaking... this is the side i can protect. This is one of your true sides." i thought "Look at me, what you do to me, you fly around in my head making me crazy, making me not able to think clear, but i am Kazekage i have to be concentrated, i have to think clear,... i have to think of other things than you....why do you make it so hard for me ?" I sat nesxt to her bed on a chair "What do you feel for me ?" i whispered .  i was pulled back to reality as i heard the door "He-" "Be quite!" i whispered to Naruto "Sorry!" he whispered back. It was already dark when Naruto came back, the last few sunbeams shinning through the window, laying a yellow-orange colour over the room. Her (h/l) (h/c) hair shining in the light, making her look like the angel she should be." I am so glad i didn't say my thoughts out loud... this could have been an awkward situation." i thought. After some minutes i noticed the food Naruto bought. He bought too much and nearly just Ramen. "Naruto..?" i whispered "Yes Gaara?" he whispered "You bought too much food!" i whispered "I couldn't decide what i should take so i bought some different sorts!" he whispered a little loud. "Don't be so loud!" i whispered "I will go to the toilet" i whispered to him and left the room. Arrived at the toilet i looked in the mirror.

(Third Person P.O.V)

Suddenly the sleeping face of (f/n) appeared in his mind and in a second he was a red tomato. He tried to think of something else and after he was done he went out of the building to get some fresh air. The cold evening breez blowed through his hair making him relax a bit. He looked around the sun was nearly gone and the sky became darker with every second. After a while he saw the stars. He stood there and looked at them. "Hey Gaara how long do you want to stand there ?" He heard Naruto's voice ask him so he turned around "Sorry how long did i stay here ?" he asked because for him it seemed like a minute "More than 15 minutes! Now come (f/n) woke up!" he said with a grin on his face and dragged Gaara along to your room. When he entered the room he saw you sitting at the edge of your bed smiling at him but it was rather a sad smile. "Naruto could you say the doctors that i am awake ?" you asked "Right away my little sister!" he said and with a grin on his face he went out.

(F/n)'s P.O.V

After Naruto was out of the room Gaara stared at you waiting for you to say something "Gaara... i am sorry, i never wanted you involved in this " you said barley loud enough to hear you. The sad look on your face made Gaara worried "It isn't your fault! i searched for you !... and then i couldn't even protect you" he said his voice filled with sadness and anger "No! It isn't you fault! " you said and wanted to stand up but before you knew it you were falling and Gaara tried to catch you but you ended up falling on him. During the fall you shut your eyes and when you opened them your face was few cm away from his. Your heartbeat went crazy and you felt your cheeks burn then Gaara opened his eyes and met yours. You thought it couldn't get worse but then you saw his tomato red face he immediately looked away. He lifted you up and sat you back at your bed, you didn't look at him, you were too emdressed that you just fell on him. Neither did he look at you "Sorry" you mumbled "No problem" you heard a little voice say.  Gaara was standing by the window looking out trying to avoid your eyes. "Gaara can i ask you something?" you asked and tunred your head to him. He turned around, his face was back to normal "Yes?" he said and got nearer again "Why did you search for me?" you asked. Gaara stood there for a moment thinking why he had searched for you and what he could say."i searched for you because..because you are my friend " he said disapointed by himself for not being able to say more than that. "Gaara,...you don't have to followe me or search me and you don't have to protect me either " you said your voice not relvealing any emotions. "But you said we are friends and friends protect each other !" Gaara said stepping closer to you. Before you could continue your argument Naruto came and the room was filled with silence. Naruto looked to you and then back to Gaara "What's going on ?" he asked because nobody spoke "Nothing.." you said before Gaara could say something. "Eh.. Okay can we take you to the other room?" he asked "What ? Why do i have to switch to another room? you asked "We are going to stay by your side till you get better!" he said and picked you up birdal style and carried you to the other room. Gaara following behind him he carried the food Naruto brought. There was a couch and a little TV in the room. Naruto put you on the couch. " You don't have to stay here " you said "But we want to !" Naruto said while he tried to find his favourite film. After a while you were trapped between Gaara and Naruto watching an action film and every time there was an explosion you would see the sparkels in Naruto's eyes. But you didn't really pay attention to the film you were still sleepy. You fought quite a while now to keep your eyes open but after all you fell asleep.

Gaara's P.O.V

I felt something land on my shoulder as i looked at it i saw that (f/n) was sleeping on my shoulder and there it was again this feeling i only feel when i see her. Naruto was too deepened in the film to notice she fell asleep. I could feel her breath on my neck it made my heart pound so fast i felt like Naruto could hear it. I had a really hard time to hide my blush but i think if Naruto wouldn't be here my face would be more than red.

Hey :D So finnaly it is done. Hope you like it! I am sorry that the updates come so slowly... Well leave a comment and have a nice day/night ^-^