Gaara x Reader

a world of lies breaking apart

hey i just wanted to say it is your choice which clothes you have on because i don't want to say you have to weare a dress, a t-shirt or a skirt or somehing else. As long as i don't say that, you can wear what you want in this fanfiction. Sometimes you will have to wear a dress but of course then you can choose which colour and so on. Anyways i am sorry that it took so long to update because i know now how it will go further. So yeah i don't own Naruto or the characters. Please let me know what you think of this chapter because it wil be the first time in this fanfiction that there will be a seriouse part. 

(y/n) P.O.V

After you left Kakashi you wnt straight to your house. You opened the door and you saw your cat sitting in front of you waiting for you to returne. You gave your cat it's food and ate (your favorite food) because it was lunch time. When you were done you made the dishes  while you cat was sleeping in your bed. you decied to train a little bit because you didn't have anything to do. You took your key and locked the door. You walked in the woods because you didn't know if there was something like a training ground in Konohagakure and if yes where it would be. 

You stretched your arms and legs and took a deep breath. You jumped in the air while throwing kunais around you (they were like 100-200 kunais no i am not overdoing it... i think). Every singel one hit a tree. After you collected your kunais you went near a big tree. You puched the tree once and it already had a really big hole in it you kicked it with your left foot and it fell to the ground. You searched for a even bigger tree but there wasn't any bigger tree so you puched the smaller trees and they fell apart after just one punch with you feet or you hands you thought it was boring but continued anyways. You just wanted to use your special jutsu as you felt like someone was watching you. You threw a kunai in the deriction you thought someone was. The person jumped out of the bushes. " What are you doing here Kakashi ? and how did you found me ?" you asked. 

" i searched for you because you have a meeting with the hokage in 50 minutes " Kakashi said "By the way was that you ?" he asked while looking around because there were lots of trees missing." yes why ?" you answered. Kakashi was impressed because he thought you weren't that strong and you didn't seem to even sweat after your training. "eh i just wanted to know..." Kakashi said.

"i will go now i don't want to be late." you said and went in the direction where the Hokages office is. Kakashi followed you. 10 minutes away from the office it began to rain so you and Kakashi ran to the office you wanted to run faster but you didn't because you saw that Kakashi was running as fast as he could. You didn't thought that this was fast because you were used to run faster,... run faster to live. You and Kakashi arrived the office. Along the hallway Ninjas were standing on each side starring at you. You followed the hallway to the door of the Hokages office. You knocked and Tsunade shouted "come in ". Kakashi and you entered the room. You looked, around even here where ninjas standing it looked like they were ready to attack you anytime. Kakashi stood beside Tsunade and Tsunade sat in her chair. You was standing in front of her desk."i wanted to ask you some important things...and you have to answer the honest, understood?" Tsunade said it like a command. You nodded. "do you know what happened to your parents...?" she asked. You looked at her like she was telling a bad joke but then you realize she was serious. You had to laugh a little but then your face became emontionless.

Your body started glowing and your pupils became small and your (f/c1) eyes changed in (f/c2)"Do you really think i don't know what happened, you think i don't know that my parents are dead?! Well if that's what you are thinking you are wrong ! I know exactly what happened ! People tried to hide the truth, they said that they are on a Mession that they would be gone for a while till-

Flashback~ 

You grow up by a friend of your parents (they lived in Konohagakure but moved away ) every day you waited for your parents, starring out the window all day long and every time they didn't came you became sad you had fear they forgot about you, they had left you behind. You never know your parents personally, you just heared stories about them.(if you ask yourself, why they know them, i think everyone knew what happened in this time and the kids were told to act like you were someone normal) Everytime you heard this stories the people smiled to you while they told you they are fantastic parents but everytime you look them in their eyes when they say that to you, you see that they were crying inside. You didn't know why.

On you eight birthday you had a little party with some friends of yours. You smiled but the only thing you thought about was that you parents weren't here they didn't send you something for your birthday. they nerver did. After the party was over and the night was falling you went to Sean and Anne they were in the kitchen (Sean and Anne are married and they care a lot for you and the names are random ) He said you should call him daddy and Anne mommy but you never did you couldn't because they weren't your parents. "Anne..?" you said while pulling on her dress 

"Yes my dear ?" she answered. "Why ...... Why my parents didn't send me a present ? they never send me one ! Don't they love me ? Are they even comming back some day? because eight years are over now and i never had any sights that they are even alive!!" you cried. " oh No they love you! you are the only daughter the had you were very important to them ! And t-" "W-Were?" you asked shocked. Anne eyes grow wide as she realize she made a really big mistake "i-i mean " she wanted to find a excuse as her man Sean interrupted her "JUST TELL HER ALREADY ! SHE HAS A RIGHT TO KNOW HER PARENTS WON'T COME BACK BECAUSE THEY ARE DEAD! WE CAN'T LIE TO HER ALL THE TIME!"he brust out in anger but he repent it imediantly. You stood their shocked not able to move, out of your eyes the tears were streaming. "(y/n) we are sorry.." she said and wanted to touche you but before she could you ran out, full speed not knowimg where to go. You felt like your world is breaking underneth you and you can't do anything to stop it, like you were ripped in to two, one half trying to belive they are alive the other one knew already they were gone. You ran with your eyes shut. As you opened them it was night and you were standing in a dark woods you couldn't stop yourself from crying so you sat against a tree and after some time of crying you fell asleep. You stayed two days there not knowing what to do. You know they were looking for you and they would finde you soon so you made your way back to your 'home'. As you come back your face hadn't any emotions. Anne and Sean ran to you, they wanted to hug you saying everything would be alright but as they saw your face the didn't brought a word out of their mouths. You looked at them as your (f/c1)  eyes began glowing "WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME ?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW I AM FEELING ?! YOU LET ME LIVE IN THE  DREAM MY PARENTS WOULD COME BACK AND NOW MY WORLD IS GONE, EVERYTHING I HOPED FOR IS GONE!!" you yelled at Anne and Sean and at all the other poeple which were standing behind them. Anne sarted crying feeling bad and Sean beggned to forgive them.Your (f/c1) eyes changed (f/c2) at the first time, they changed because of anger. Everyone was shocked and the ground cracked a litle bit under you. You were ready to hurt them for destroying your feelings, your world, your hopes and dreams but you were knocked out and your vision became black. On the next day you woke up in your room you didn't want to go down and apologize because you weren't sorry, you were still angry but you didn't want to hurt them anymore. you heard a knock and a voice " (y-y/n) are you awake?" Anne asked "Why do you care ?" you shouted.  She came in you sat up "what do you want ?" you asked "i-i..." she began. Sean came in your room and said " we are sorry i didn't want that you finde it out like this. We are sorry for telling you lies to let you live in a fake-world to make you go through something like this wasn't that what we wanted... we care a lot for you you are like our daughter  we don't want to lose you... we just have done this all to protect you from the truth from the cruel world. we never mean to hurt you. " he said and Anne and Sean kneeling down " Please forgive us!" they said. You stood up and walked to them, they looked up and you kneeled down too and hugged them crying in their shoulders. They began crying too and said everything would be fine they would care for you and they wouldn't tell any lies anymore. After 3 hours they explained how it happened but they left the part with your brother naruto. This day was the first day you found out how cruel the world can be.

Flaschback end~

"- Do you think something like this can be forgotten easily?!" you shouted at Tsunade. "I can understande you more than you think but please change to your 'normal' form because every Ninja is scared in here" she said. You looked around everyone were two or three steps more away from you then before exept Tsunade. you changed in your 'normal' form and calmed down " my next question is what powers do you have ?" Tsunade asked.you smirked "isn't it obivous ? I am a nine-tail " your eyes changed for a second as you said 'nine-tail'. Tsunade didn't look very surprised but everyone else did. "Well good to know and my last question do you know that you have a brother ?" Tsunade asked. "... i have still someone i can call family ? " you asked in disbelief.

Soooo~ how do you like it ? :D please let me now ! 

i took really long writting it so i hope it is good <3