AFFECTION

Chapter 18

After several months

**Varun's POV**
I was busy with my laptop when somebody hugged me from back.
"What happened?" I said still having my eyes on my laptop.
"Oh! How do you know that I want something." she said while sitting beside me. I smiled at her and continued doing my work.
"Varun, its already been so many days we are staying here. Can't we go for a holiday somewhere. Please!" she cried.
"Okay okay! We will go but where?" I finally looked at her.
"India!" she shouted in excitement.
"No way!" I shouted getting terrified.
"Why?" she asked me making puppy face. As I am bound to complete her wish, finally I agreed.
"Thankyou! We will move today only," she hugged me and ran.
"Tania...." I wanted to say her something but she was already gone. After I finished my things I decided of taking a nap. I walked up to my room lazily and with a thud I landed on the soft bed and soon fell asleep.
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I bolted up due to a nightmare, I saw her! It was about that day when me and Kriti met with the accident. I still remember that day!
**Flashback**
"Okay okay sorry, I won't make faces. Now concentrate." Kriti said, but I was continuously staring at her.
She looked front and shouted,"Varun!" and I saw a big truck coming towards us. It was too late for me to do something.
When I opened my eyes I found Tania crying. I was not knowing what was going there? Only one thing I wanted to know was Kriti.
I held Tania's hand who was keeping it in my forehead and asked her,"Where is Kriti?"
She seemed dumbfounded. After asking her several times, she started crying harder and harder. I was in state of shock, I didn't know what to do? I was lifeless at that moment.
"No! This can't happen! She cannot leave me like! She said she will be with me always! Noooo!" I started shouting and crying. To console me Tania hugged me tightly. I cried a lot that day, I had a feeling that Kriti wasn't dead. I thought of surviving because she had told me once that what ever happens I have to live the life for her.
**Flashback ends**
I am sure she is still alive staring at me all the time, willing to talk to me, love me. She will come to back!
"Varun!" she hugged me as she saw me getting scared. I was breathing heavily. "Varun, everything will be okay. Do you listen to me? Everything is going to be okay," she hugged me tightly.
I just hummed at her and she went away to bring my medicines which I eat when I get stressed up.
"Varun take this," she handed me tablets and I gulped it soon.
"Varun! What happened? Everything will be okay! No take rest and stop thinking about that," she was about to go, I held her hand and she stood still.
"I am sorry Tania you are suffering because of me, you want me to live happily but I can't do that. I know that you love me but I can't love you! I am sorry but I request you to get someone else," I said.
She looked at me and said,"Varun, I have always loved you and I never want to leave you in this condition. I know that you don't love me but at least you make me feel happy. I am not at all suffering rather I am enjoying staying with you,'' I smiled.
"Now stop smiling and take rest okay? I will pack your things," she went away giving a flying kiss.
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In India,
We reached Delhi and I was feeling good after so many days I came back to my country. Tania had booked rooms on a five started hotel. After getting freshen up we went to temples, parks and many historical places. The journey was good and I was not at all feeling tired. At night we went for movie and it was really good. I was feeling little better now. Than after watching we came back to hotel. Tania was too tired she went to her room and I went to mine. I was inside the pool when Tania called me.
Varun: Hi Tania. What happened?
Tania: I forgot to ask you, where should we go tomorrow? Uh..What about shopping?
Varun: Yeah! I wanted to shop Indian things, so shopping will be great.
Tania: Okay Done! We will go for shopping than.(ended the call)
I was so tired that I slept watching tv.
I woke up due to continuous knock on my door. I opened the door and saw Tania, totally ready for shopping, she told me get ready and waited outside. I checked the time it was 10'o'clock, I quickly changed and went out.
"Hey, I am sorry! I madeyou wait." I said scratching my head.
She smiled and said,"It's okay!"
We headed to the mall, it was really big and now I knew it will take a long time to shop as Tania is with me.
Tania was shopping like it was her last shopping. I was just following her and kept holding her things one by one. After we were done, my hand was full of shopping bags. The scene was totally like in Ranbir holding bags of Bipasha in the movie Bachana Ye Haseeno, only the song 'Hot town girl' needed to put on. It was really difficult for me to hold all bags and at this moment Tania had a desire of eating panipuri! I was really irritated, she was eating like a monster and I was standing there with shopping bags. Its okay if she is eating but than she is forcing me to eat. She keeps on feeding me panipuri and I used to complain after having one. People beside us was smiling because of my silly behavior. I looked around and saw........!

I am so sorry guys for killing Kriti in my story:( but it was needed!
The story is going to be full of twists!
Okay so, what do you think guys, whom did Varun see?? Arjun?? Rohan?? Kavya??
Keep on thinking till my next update!!