i don't want to wake up anymore. i don't want to get out of bed and i don't want to keep trying and i dont want to fail anymore. i just want to give up. i want to go away or disappear and i want to stay like that for a while. yeah, i'd like that. a whole lot. i want to run away and never come back. i want to disappear, so nobody can hear me when i am screaming. i want to escape reality. i need a break from everything in life. i don't feel like I should be here. i don't belong.
