Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.19

Ch.19

I felt someone's hand on my hair,gently caressing it.

"Good Morning babe" I smiled when i heard his morning voice.

"Morning" I said and burried my head in his neck."I don't want to get up"

"You have to.Its 12 PM already" He lazily said."I'm late for practice too" I nodded as he kissed my forehead."We're acting like a married couple" He joked.My heart skipped a beat when he said "couple".Are we a couple?

"And yes,we are a couple" He winked,making me blush.

"You are reading my mind" I laughed.

"C'mon sleeping beauty,get up.Donghyuk will probably scold us" We both stood up and went downstairs.

"Jinhwan,can i ask you something?" I asked as i sat on the couch.He nodded and gave me a tea.

"Why did you come back if your mom is in the hospital?"

"They told me about you even before,but i didn't want to leave my mom.When she woke up she told me to go to you,then go back.Don't worry,she's okay" He said and smiled.I felt quilty and stupid.I didn't even listen to him.

"We have to do something,you know that right?" I wanted to answer,but then i got a message on my phone.I took it and read out loud.

"I'm waiting for you in a park.Come alone.Ayda"

I looked at Jinhwan.I wanted to go,but i was kinda scared.

"You should go.I'll go at your house and talk with the rest." We stood up and we went outside.

"Be carefull" He hugged me and kissed my cheek.I blushed and smiled.I waved and walked to the park.I saw her sitting on the bench and talking on a phone.

"How am i suppost to say that?Donghyuk,are you stupid?How can i tell my best friend i like her guy since the first time i saw him?" I stopped walking when i heard her yelling in the phone.She turned her head to me.Her eyes widened as she put the phone down and stood up.

"Hye Na,i-"

"First of all" I interrupted."You like Jinhwan?" She looked down,not answering me.

"I-"

"Second of all" I continued."don't you dare calling my brother stupid once again" I'm the only one who can do that."Thats why you didn't want him to be with me?Because you like him?Serisoly?"

"I met him first.Few weeks before you met him,i saw him with his sister.I didn't talk to him,but i knew he will be mine.I didn't tell you about him,but when i saw him coming in our school for the first time,with you showing him around,i knew that would be a problem.Remember when i told you to promise me that no boy will ruin our friendship?" I nodded,trying to stay calm."I thought you will understand me.But you didn't.You took him.I love him for so long,but i get mad whenever i realize he loves only you"

"I don't know what to tell you" I said and stared at her in disappoint.How could she do this to me?She should've told me before.None of this would happen.

"Leave him alone" She said and turned her back.She walked away from me,while i started walking back home.I was hurted.She was my best friend.Was she?She acted like one,but she was hoping he will leave me all this time.I sighed and opened the doors.I went to kitchen and saw a note.

"I'm at the practice.Jinhwan"

I put the note down and sat on the chair.

"She was never a friend of mine." I kept repeating to myself,but in the end,i burst in tears.

**

I heard a knock on the doors.I stood up and went to opet it,but i stopped in front of the doors.Something told me not to open it.My heartbeat got faster when he started knocking again,but harder this time.I took a step back as the lights turned off.

"Open the fucking doors!" He yelled,making me jump.

"Jinhwan?" I called,but it can't be him.He stopped doing this long time ago.I found some courage to open the doors,but i regretted it.

"Hey babe" He smirked as he held a knife in his hands.He had a hoodie,he was all in black.

"No" I whispered as i took step back,but i tripped over something and fell on my back.

"Goodbye" He laughed and looked at me with his cold eyes.

"Jinhwan,no!" I yelled at his face.Then i opened my eyes.I sat on my bed confused.I wiped my forehead with my shaky hands.

"Damn" I said as the rain started pouring hard.I laid on my bed and covered myself with a blanket.Jinhwan was still practicing,he told me not to wait for him.

That was just a dream.It was like my old nightmares,but Jinhwan stalked me then.Now he doen't do that.Why did i dream about it?I was scared to be alone,but i got used to it.I sighed as i realized that Jinhwan won't be coming soon.I heard my phone ringing makng me lightly jump.

"Who is it?" I asked pissed off.

"Woah calm down" He said sweetly.I smiled at his voice.

"Sorry,i just woke up"

"Did i wake you up?"

"No,no,you didn't.Why aren't you sleeping?"

"I couldn't.I would ask you to meet at the park,but rain is falling" He said.I wish we could meet too.We stayed in silence until i heard doors opening.

"Wait,Daehyun,someone is here" I said as i stood up,but then,two persons came in.They were laughing and hugging each other,while holding two beers.

"Oppa,kiss me" She said drunkly.Since it was kinda dark,i couldn't see them,but i knew it was a girl and her voice was so familiar.I turned on the lights to see who they are.

"Jinhwan?Soo Hyun?" I stared at them in disbelief,but they didn't notice me.

They started kissing.In front of me.

"Hye Na?You there?" Daehyun called worriedly,but i couldn't answer.The phone fell from my hands as my vision became blurry.

"Jinhwan!" I yelled.He separated from her and stared at me.His eyes widened.

"Hye Na,i-"

"Fuck you!" I yelled at his face and ran out of the room.

How could he do this to me?

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C/V<3