Going Crazy (iKON Jinhwan)

Ch.11

Ch.11

"Does your arm hurt?" The doctor asked.

"Not that much.I have a headache since i woke up" I said.

He nodded and wrote something down.

"Okay, we will let you go home tomorrow,but i have to talk to your brother.You have to take medicines everyday and take care of yourself." I nodded, athough i didn't listen to him, i was waiting for Jinhwan to come.

Someone opened the doors, making me turn to look at the person.

"Hey, sis" He smiled.

"Hey,Dong" He turned to doctor and they went out to talk, while i kept waiting for Jinhwan.Since i woke up i didn't see him.We still didn't talk.I want us to solve everything, maybe be like before too.I smiled just thinking of that.

"Hey there,did you sleep well?" Ayda suddenly came in.

"I woke up last night because it was raining hard and i had a strange feeling.Did something happen?" She stopped moving and looked at me blankly.

"No" She said shortly and took some bag."This is what you will wear tomorrow morning when you leave" She put it next to my bed and sighed.

"Where is Jinhwan?" I asked.She didn't answer, she just glared at her phone instead.After a short silence, she stood up and left the room without a word.It was a bit weird,she never does something like this.

"Woaaahhhhh" I heard someone voice from the hallway.Then, 5 people came in while running.

"Woah, you look better than before" Bobby exclaimed.Hanbin hit him in the head and smiled.

"Thanks?"

"You feeling better?Sorry we didn't come earlier" Hanbin said as others nodded.

"Its okay" I said.I was happy because they didn't left me alone the whole day.Bobby's jokes were a little stupid, but it was fun.

"Guys, its midnight.We will see each other in the morning" I said and yawned.

"Good night, boys" Dong said.

"You are going too Dong.Good night everyone" I waved with my right hand, because me left was broken.Yunhyeong helped me to lay back as the rest took threw their empty botles of water.

"Good night, guys, sleep well.See you tomorrow" I glared at Dong who wanted to protest.He sighed and walked out with others.When i heard the doors close, i sighed.

Where is he?I asked Dong, but he didn't answer me just like Ayda.He just gave me a sad look and changed the subject. Whats wrong with them?Is Jinhwan okay?

I stared at the ceiling, not knowing what to do.I closed my eyes, seeing him smiling.For the second i though i heard the door open, so i turned, but no one was there.The doors were opened just a little bit.

"Jinhwan?" I called,but i got no response.I felt stupid, maybe it was all in my head.I turned to the side and tried not to think of him.We were suppostto be talking, but it feels like he won't come anymore.Or he was just busy.I really hope its that, i don't want him to leave me again.Maybe i was asking for too much.He will come tomorrow,i'm sure.

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"It looks cool" They all nodded.

"Yeah, it matches with you hand" Bobby said.They all burst out laughing, while i just stared blankly at them.

Ayda bought me some white dress to wear, which i didn't like.I wasn't in a mood to wear a dress, i was pissed off,but they kept on laughing.

"Okay i get-" I couldn't finish my sentence when i felt pain in my stomach.

"You okay?" Dong asked worried as he came to me.I held my stomach, because the pain didn't stop.

"I'm okay." I faked a smile."Lets get out of here already" We all went out, one by one.

"This is not a millitary, you know" Bobby's comment made me laugh, which caused more pain in my stomach.

On the way home, they were yelling, laughing out loud, telling stupid stories,while i was just sitting and letting them enjoy.

"Home sweet home" I smiled when we walked in.

"We are already late for the practice, so you can either stay here or go with us." Bobby said.

"I want to go" Because i wanna see Jinhwan.

"You are staying with me." Ayda said.By her cold tone i knew something was wrong.Since she was older, i had no choice but to stay.I wanted to go, i needed to talk to Jinhwan.

"Bye" I waved as they walked out of the house."Can i ask you something?" She looked at me and nodded.

"Why can't i go with them?" I asked when i sat on the chair across her.Her face became pale in a second as she put the remote control back on the table.

"You just came out, you need a rest" I knew she was hiding something by the look on her face.I know her that good, she won't trick me that easily.

"I'm not tired.I need some air" I said stood up,but she stood at the same time.

"No"

"But why?What happened?"

"Nothing happened" She replied harshly."You are staying here.The end"

I looked at her blankly and ran upstairs.I might be acting childish, but thats the only thing i've got.

I went into Dong's room and stared through the half-opened doors.She came upstairs and walked to my room, just like i expected.I ran out as fast as i could, i almost fell on the stairs tho.I ran all the way to the park, hoping she won't follow me.And i was right.I sat on the bench to take a breath.I looked around and she was nowhere to be seen, which made me smile.

I was free for few minutes, she is probably pissed off right now,taking her jacket,locking the doors and coming here.I stood up and walked slowly, i knew she will find me soon.

"Okay, i'll tell you" I heard her yell from behind.I smiled and turned around.

"Thats good" She stood in front of me and sighed.

"I don't want you to go there,because Jinhwan found a girl there" I stared at her, not believing.She never liked him,i don't know why.Even when we were happy, she told me to stay away from him.

"Yeah right" He wouldn't do that,i know.Its not him.

"I'll bring you a picture tomorrow then" She said and took my hand."We are going back.Now" 

As we walked, i though about it.Maybe he found a girl after he broke up with me.But why would he stalk me then?I don't know, i was so confused.I didn't know what to think anymore, i wish i simply died or something.Or amnesia, that would be cool too.Then i would forgot everything for few days.But those few days would be happy, right?

What should i do?Believe her?She is my best friend for so long, she wouldn't lie me.At least i think she wouldn't.

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