In Time with you~~ (B2ST)

The Song

[HYUNA POV]

I opened my eyes weakly and realized that it was all puffy because of crying all night.

*sigh*

I sat up and tiptoed downstairs to get ice and rubbed it into my eyes.

*RING!*

"Yeoboseyo?"

"Hyuna." Hana said.

"Yes?" I asked.

"M-mr. Lee.... he passed away..." she whispered.

I can't take another heartbreak...

Tears well up again and I sat on the floor. I hung up immediately and brought my knees to my chest.

Why is this even happening to me?

>>Fast Forward>>

I arrived here. at the funeral home, having second thoughts if I should go inside.

"Hyuna." Ren said and patted my shoulder.

We went inside and everybody was quiet. His wife was there grieving for his husband alone. I sat next to the others and his wife stood up to speak in the podium.

"My Husband wanted to give you all the things he wanted you all to have back. He insisted on giving them back when he was in the hospital..." she started and brought out a box.

I looked around searching for Hyunseung if he was here but... it seems he's not.

"to Hyunseung." She spoke out.

The others motioned me to get the thing for Hyunseung so I did.

What is this?

it was a hand recorder.

The whole batch came to the bar to have a drink and I went to the Restroom to freshen up. I glance at the recorder again and I got curious. I set it up and played it.

" I think I should, should (and) won't love you..." Hyunseung sang 

"In order to work hard, work hard not to love you 

So I let myself like you that much" he wrote. 

"This way, you won't bear to be separated from me 

I think I dislike, dislike the proud you 

I also dislike that fine, fine you" Hyunseung continued

"So, I want myself to pretend to dislike you 

Then, you won't bear to go away from me 

I have to say that I really won't like you" 

"I don't like you occupying all of my thoughts 

Even your snickers are also like encouragement" 

" From the breakfast after good morning till after the dinner's goodnight 

Don't laugh, don't laugh 

I won't like you" Hyunseung sighed. 

"I released everything, I freed myself 

(However), you are still in my eyes 

I liked, I disliked 

They did not interfere my breathing" 

"As it turns, I already became incapable to extricate myself--" Hyunseung stopped breathing. 

"I.....I...." he whispered. 

"I secretly fell in love with you 

You don't need to understand 

I really won't like you" 

" I won't want you to become pessimistic because of me 

With you, even it rains they city is still beautiful 

From the sun after the dawn 

To the moonlight in the deep night" 

Tears started falling again and I couldn't help my self  and lean it against my ear.

"Don't think, don't think 

I won't like you 

Don't think, don't think

I won't like you" 

"Hyuna." Hyunseung called out

"Hyunseung?" I said as if speaking to him.

"I love you."

what?

"How about you? Do you love me too?"

"I.....I.... Hyunseung... I...."

Do I love him too?

I don't know...

*sob*