Maid with Love || h.s.

Chapter 27

Dedicated to @eccbff1 because she's been so patient with my updates and i feel like the meanest person in the world for not updating much. Haha thank you so much 😘👌

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We're done.

Those three words kept on running inside my mind. My heart sunk to my stomach and I could taste the bitterness of the bile on my tongue.

I tried my best not to throw up because 1. That is so disgusting, 2. It's really inappropriate for the situation, 3. It is really, like really disgusting.

Harry touched my hands, which I didn't know were tightly fisting the sheets. I felt warm and safe.

My heart constricted at the thought of not having to hold those hands anymore. To not feel his warmth. To not have him at all.

With unshed tears, I looked up to him. He was staring at me-waiting for me to say something.

Anything.

But what should I say?

I seriously don't know what to say to him. I just couldn't say that it's okay because this situation we're in was far from okay.

My head started to hurt from all the mind-talking I was doing.

Harry squeezed my hand again. Sadness marred his beautiful face. I slowly lifted my right hand and placed it on his check. He gently closed his eyes. A faint smile gracing his lips as he leaned in to my touch, like it was the only thing that he needed now.

I swallowed the lump on my throat. I was too afraid to speak-to ask him this one question. One question that would help us decide which path to take.

I took a deep breath. I was going to say this. No matter what his answer would be.

Okay! Go!

I opened my mouth and no words came out.

Shit! Okay this time!

"Do-"

Six words Tamera, just six words!

Yeah you go do it then. Just six words my ass.

Say it!

Fine!

Okay here it goes.

"Do-do you want to marry her?" I said softly. Too soft that I highly doubt he heard it.

Please don't make me say it again. I silently prayed.

Harry's eyes opened. His lips parted and I could see that he was trying to find the right words to say. And it scared me. It scared me big time.

Well at least he heard it.

Shut up annoying-side-of-me.

I waited for him to give me an answer Just a simple yes or no.

I was terrified and I felt the bile rising up again. A small whimper left my lips. I placed my hand back on my lap, the other holding it as I watch both hands slightly trembled.

"Silly girl!" Harry chuckled as he grabbed my face with both hands. "Of course no. I love you so much and you have to trust me that my feelings for you are true. I don't want anyone else Tammy. I want you. All of you."

I had this goofy smile on my face so did Harry. He gently pressed his lips to mine and I melted in his arms.

"I love you."

"And I love you."

I slowly pulled back. "So what are we gonna do now?"

Harry let out a sigh. He snaked his arms around my waist and pulled me towards him, me being on top. He placed his other arm under his head whilst the other was gently caressing my naked back. Each brush sending a wonderful sensation throughtout my body. I shuddered, making Harry grin.