Masked Raider (Tagalog)

Will and Marry

VALENTINA POV

So ayun na nga, nag make out kami ng lola niyo te hahaha. Yam was super good at it, better than Euphrat, or Lina. She was superior in every way. And to think that we were only kissing pero ang init-init na ng katawan ko. Dahil ba sa jumpsuit o sa kanya?

She had my hand on hers while driving and we went back to my place. She locked the door and throw out the keys. "Mirriam, I wanna have sex with you." Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang dali-dali lang bitawan ang mga salitang yun. If I was myself the way I was before I would be so damn embarrassed. But with the state that I am in right now, I was fearless. I want her.

"Of course you do. Haha! Now that you've regain your memories kating-kati kana makipag harutan huh."

"Ugh! It's not like that, Yam. I—"

"Val, I get it. The kiss was too intimate for me too... But we need to talk because the last thing I wanna do is break my heart. I don't want that. Kung babalik kalang din naman sa pagiging babaero mo tulad ng dati, please spare me the heartbreak."

"I— I understand. Alam ko namang sinusundan mu parin ako kahit labas sa trabaho. And I know I have been a womanizer all this time and I can't promise you that you can have me exclusively. I really don't know why I'm so horny around hot girls. It's not my fault that they always kiss me first."

"Ugh! Seriously?"

"You kissed me first, remember?"

"What?"

"Mirriam, all I'm saying is I don't need you. If you caught me with someone else and decide to break up with me, I'll be okay."

"Wow, hindi panga 'tayo', inuunahan muna akong makipag break for cheating. Wow."

"I want you."

"Right, how about you start with clearing things up with Catalina and Jessie?"

"I wanna be with you. It'd be nice to come home to you, Yam."

She's not hearing what I'm saying. Gusto nya lang namang makipag tapos na ako sa mga flings ko. And I cant promise her that. I don't exactly know how my mind works. Paano ko ba sya pakakalmahin? How do I make her feel that she's important to me?

"Mirriam,"

"Val, stop saying things you don't mean, okay."

"Gusto mo ng gatas? Hahaha ipagti-timpla kita."

"Hmm okay, no sugar."

"Coming right up!"

Tahimik lang akong nagtitimpla, nakakarelax pala pag pinagsisilbihan mo yung taong nagmahal sayo ng mahabang panahon. And I guess its about time that I... show her how I feel about her. It may not be as much as how she loved me but I'll take it slow. I'm not very familiar with relationships. Who knows how dangerous falling in love can be.

Natapos akong mag timpla at inabot ko sa kanya ang baso. "Here you go, babe. Mainit yan ha."

"T-thanks.." she said. Napayuko sya sa baso. What the heck, "Are you okay, Yam?"

"What? Y-yeah... I'm just...It's nothing"

"What did I do wrong? Tell me."

"Nothing Val, it's just that... hindi lang ako sanay na ganito ka kalambing magsalita sakin. You sounded really sweet."

"Oh...hey that was for real."

"I know. I just didn't want you to see me all flustered."

"Hahaha that was actually really cute, trying to hide your blushing face, Directress."

"I'll finish the milk, gusto mo ba? Ba't isa lang tinimpla mo?"

"Oh no, no... I don't want that milk...Hmmm" I giggled at that.

"Val, you're too close..." there she goes again...way too obvious.

And then I whispered to her ear, "I want your milk, Directress..."

"Val..." I nibbled on her ear and she flinched. "Ah....nnn"

"Na e-excite ka sa ganitong set up huh... I can hear your heartbeat from here."

She can't even utter a word to me now. She just won't give in to me. "I'm incredibly amazed with your self-control, Mirriam."

I had to stop kissing her neck which leaves her a bit confused on why I stopped.

"Val? You have this serious look on your face right now, talk to me."

"It's okay, if you're not ready to take me as I am, I won't rush you into things. I wanna be with you in the long run, Yam. I'm not here for sex, okay. I just wanted to make you feel that you're special to me. And unfortunately sex is the best way I know I can show you how special you are. But uhmm... I'd like to see myself fall in love with you over and over again every day. Even if we disagree, I will love you, Yam."

"Damn it Val, do you wanna get married with me or something?"

I just remembered how silly I was buying this thing and its on my pocket.. hahah oh my goshhhh, what is going on??? What's happening??

I pulled it out of my pocket and present it to her.

"I have this rings...I didn't think we'd need these sooner than expected. But you're asking me to marry you right?"

"What? Wait what??? Ako tung nagtatanung sayo, sa haba-haba ng speech mo kanina, sabi mo mamahalin mo ko, that you wanna be with me in the long run.. I thought you're the one asking me to marry you! And besides, you've got the rings... so"

"Will you marry me then?"

"Val, don't you think its too rushed?"

"Oh.. ewan ko sayo! Na lito lang ako kaya ko kinuha to. Kung ayaw mo edi wag. I was just saying...na mahal kita..." i paused. "You didn't have to feel obliged to be in a relationship with me."

"Val,"

"I wanna sleep now, turn off the lights please."

"Val?"

Hinugasan muna nya ang baso bago pinatay ang ilaw. And she came to lay in bed with me. I was facing the fucking wall. Kasi naman, nakakahiya no. kala ko tinatanong nya ako kanina. Miscommunication lang pala. So I guess we need to talk about it.

"Mirriam?"

"Hmm?"

"How do you feel about all this? About you and me.."

"To be honest with you, I've never been so scared."

"Scared?"

"Losing you on a mission is one thing. But keeping you to myself, is something else. Pangarap lang kita Val. For decades all I ever did was watch you from afar. And now you're giving me the opportunity to be your girlfriend. And—"

"Waifu"

"Pffff hahahaha... waifu?"

"I'm giving you the opportunity to be my wife, Mirriam."

"Fine, whatever. And it's scaring the hell out of me. Can we settle with girlfriends please?"

"Fine, girlfriend."

"Kasi, ayoko naman madaliin yung sarili natin. And I want to wear that ring, I do."

"But?" talagang may pero sa bawat condition. Ughhh, Mirriam...

"But how can I be so sure that you will not cheat on me?"

"You can't"

"See?"

"I'm sorry this is going nowhere. Let's sleep na ha?"