The Secrets Hidden Within The Dairies Of The Nations

Interlude 1: Break Up

He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion as he glanced around all he could see was darkness in every direction... but before we get to that let's take a quick look at what the other counties have been up! 

Gilbert let out a soft sigh as he slowly made his way back to his own room after the impromptu meeting, he was still extremely worried about Alfred Arthur's explanation about what was happening had only lessened the worry a little bit. He just wanted his friend back was that so much to ask for?

He immediately stopped in his tracks when he saw Roderich standing outside of his door with a serious expression on his face, he let out a frustrated sigh as he marched up to the Austrian this is the last thing he needed right now.

"What do you want Roderich?" He asked impatiently as he stood in front of him, Roderich took a deep breath as he squared his shoulders and turned to face the Prussian.

"I would like to discuss our relationship" He stated simply and Gilbert let out a tired sigh as he attempted to brush past him.

"I'm not in the mood" He muttered as he attempted to open his door only for Roderich to grab his wrist tightly and yank him away from the door so that he would face him.

"I don't care we need to talk about this now" He growled which kinda surprised Gilbert but that surprise quickly turned to anger as he shoved the Austrian away from him.

"You don't get to just demand things of me!" He snapped and Roderich scowled unhappily.

"This is an important matter Gilbert, you haven't talked to me at all since you found out about my allergy" He scolded and Gilbert grit his teeth in annoyance.

"Fine, you want me to talk? Then listen carefully, were done" He hissed and Roderich's eyes widened before they narrowed threateningly.

"Stop being childish Gilbert, you can't just end our relationship over something so petty as an allergy" He stated angrily and Gilbert scoffed in disbelief.

"I could care less over the fact that you kept that a secret from me, the reason I'm breaking up with you is that you don't treat me like a person!" He snapped angrily and Roderich took a slight step back in surprise.

"I have loved you for years but to be honest I don't think you ever loved me back, all you wanted was someone to yell at, someone to take your anger out on and someone to fuck! Ludwig, Alfred, Antonio, Francis, even Lovino and so many others have told me to break up with you but I stayed strong because you owned my heart but now? It's not yours anymore and I am done letting myself be a punching bag!" He shouted furiously as tears slipped down his face, Roderich could do nothing but stare at him in shock.

"Gilbert..." He mumbled as he reached a hand out towards the Prussian only for him to flinch away.

"Just... leave me alone" He muttered as he turned away from the Austrian who stared at his back for a few minutes in shock before his eyes narrowed angrily.

"I could have had anyone I wanted you know. But I chose you, you wanna know why? Because I knew no one else would ever want you! But if you want to be alone then be alone!" He snapped furiously before turning on his heel and marching away angrily.

Gilbert let out a choked off sob as he fell to his knees and his tears fell unstoppably down his face, it had felt like a weight had been lifted off of his chest only for a brand new one to slam down on him painfully. Was Roderich right? Would he really be alone forever? Was that what he deserved?