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holy shit- hello! dont feel bad <3 it’s just like that and that’s okay. i dont have snapchat (or insta for that matter), sorry ): i’d love to be in contact with you more, but understand that wattpad may not be the best way. i’ve no idea how else though, if you aren’t comfortable with exchanging data (i dont think i am either). maybe we could try to talk here? 
            
            and that’s okay <3 i missed you xxxxx

@Potato190505 hi, sorry I am always on and off (mostly off let's be honest). I just got on here again after a preeetty long time without wattpad and feel so bad for not staying in touch and I really would like to catch up a little. I could send you my snapchat (if I can figure out how to do that haha) since it'd be an easy way to chat without having to exchange personal data and it's probably a bit more practical than the dm function on here.
            Only if you want to of course. If you don't feel comfortable with that, we don't have to.
            I just really want to well get in touch again I suppose :P
            
            PS: thanks for checking in, it really means a lot <3

you’re welcome! and yeah, i guess it was hard for teachers to judge how much work to give students (cos obvs they dont want us to miss out on work but at the same time they dont want to pressure us too much). at least you’ve had a break, and it’ll be nice to be back in school i think, even if it is different and a bit weird. it sucks you cant take informatics ): oh well, what can you do. i’m going back on the..... 7th of september? so still another month of laziness 

@Potato190505 done changing my password, thanks :) i'm doing ok. I'm also pretty ok with quarantine. It was stressful at first bc my teachers bombarded me with tasks, but when it was over and  i had had more time for myself i could finally do nothing without feeling bad about it.
            But school's starting again in like a week and i don't feel ready yet haha (altgough nobody knows wether it'll be all the way back to normal).
            So yeah i think apart from the usual ups and downs i'm doing ok.
            No wait there's one other thing. Here in germany we have to decide ourself what our two main courses in year 11 and 12 will be. I wanted to choose english and informatics but it turns out our only informatics teacher leaves the school so i can't take the course, which sucks. And yeah i was really looking forward to that. When does school start again for you?

oh my g o s h hello. don’t be sorry at all, i understand (: i’m doing well, you haven’t missed a huge amount i suppose (except for a hacking thing that happened, by the way, change your password). and yeah, i don’t pay for wattpad or use the dark theme xD you’ve been gone a while. how are you? xxxx

@thunderseye bloody hell *pats head* there there

@Potato190505 it actually went ok. (allthough i spent two hours studying for the wrong topic and didn't get enough sleep like at all)

good luck my bro

b-but... i-i just want a ch-child..... *sniffs*

@Potato190505  nah i don't really like the idea of giving my first and only child away

i want gulliver please and thank you :)

@ Potato190505  i'll dm you. ok?

@ Potato190505  thanks it's by @cupspoodles (instagram) her art is so great ahh

@ thunderseye lol i also had a crush on movie-wood. And on book- and movie-ginny actually (i also didn't notice it back then bc aS iF i CoUlD bE iNto GiRlS tOo?? BiSeXuAliTy? wHaT's ThAt?!1) She's just ghsgdvbdhdhgsg ahhh

@thunderseye i was and am in love with ron. back then i didnt know i was bisexual but looking back i definitely had (still have actually) a crush on hermione. also i had a thing for oliver wood in the movies. fite me. 

@ dripping-sarcasm  thank youuuuuuuuuu

@thunderseye 
            you are a mf kweeeen you rockkkk that was amazing

@ dripping-sarcasm  oh god, what have you thrown me into?
            Ok let's go:
            - my sister once said, i was pretty empathic, kind, not really judging and easily forgiving people, though the last thing sounds like i am naive. well maybe i am, i dunno.
            (as a little sister i  (obviously) was really really proud of that)
            - i like that i kind of have a sense for music. I easily understand what is going on and see the patterns. I only need to listen to a song a few times and then i basically know the lyrics.
            - i like that my mind happens to have the weirdest, most random and also deepest thoughts in the middle of the night (my friends are probably a little bit annoyed bc i then often text them and start deepchats)
            - i like that sometimes i am brave (even if it is totally unnecessary and often ends in cringy situations). I am proud that sometimes i just do things.
            
            (I don't know if these things should be about personal traits or my appearance sooo here's one about how i look)
            
            -i like that when i smile, i have one tiny itsy bitsy dimple on my right cheek
            
            Ok that's it and wow i liked it. You probably sometimes need that. People often forget what's so good about them and get sad and though it's even better, when someone else tells you, what they like about you, this might also help you.
            You (whoever reads this, probably no-one except @dripping-sarcasm ) are not some piece of shit, you are great.
            
            Ok imma go throw up bc of this kitsch.
            Have a nice day/ evening/ night/ morning :))

@ Zet_Butterfly  You're welcome! (;